I wanted out from my parent's house and out of the mental prison that I felt locked in since I finished high school.
I wanted to know me. Who I was and what was all about me without any fears or restrictions or fear of 'what will my parents say or think or do if I did this and that'. I wanted to know Natasha. I wanted to know what I like, what I don't like, what frustrates me, what makes me calm, or anxious. I wanted to settle the curiosity that comes with being an early adult.
I wanted the space to know me. The time to figure out what life is all about. What my life was going to be about, or at least, what I should expect from it. I needed some degree of liberty that could settle all these questions and more that I had not yet figured out.
Hell, I even needed the time to figure out my sexuality. It was just as scary to me as it was when I had the tiniest hunch when I was about thirteen or fourteen. I needed to just be away from the so-called safety that was literally scaring my heart to death whenever the thought of it came to my head. I couldn't talk about my sexuality with me, even though I wanted to talk about my sexuality with me.
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Curiosity can only be cured through liberty
Short StoryYou cannot run away from experience. You can never know what it's all about if you don't try it out. And you cannot do all this if your freedom is limited. Curiosity can only be cured through liberty.