*Mabel's POV*
Busy again as usual. I had ten dresses to make, two to deliver this weekend and five to post on a cargo this evening.
Ugh!
When will one get over this and have a break?
It's my profession. What I chose to do and whom I want to be. So, I'm not complaining.
Moreover, I have to go see the girls today. Ava will be discharged this evening, I have to make space and schedule for that too.
If I have to post the delivery and see my girls, then I have to finish up some work if I could.
Currently, I'm still on my sewing machine. We're always blessed with high voltage of light, so I'm using the electrical sewing machine.
After the day I saw my unconscious daughter, I never saw Jasmine. I wonder if she's hiding from me.
I know jasmine for as long as our deals keep bonding.
She will never run from people like me.
She's such a b*tch that never hides her identity. She has rank all over the places, unlike me?
I'm a nobody.
A wayward cheap woman who foolishly and selfishly falls victim for helping a woman just because she wants to brighten the future of her only son.
Everything I did and why I did them, was all for my son's sake.
I thought of this day, how it will be when I don't have anyone to look up to or call on.
No backups. No family. Just one friend who is more than a sibling.
Still yet, I never saw any of the disasters coming through.
How am I gonna explain things to Bernard when he comes back for holidays?
Truly, the girls will definitely show up. I hope.....how long will I keep holding on to this fake hope of myself and belief that Bernard won't meet his half siblings?
Justin on the other hand has zero clues about what is revolving round my life. He is in the middle of these whole shit.
Me?
I'm already crushed!
My whole life is.
I've never smelled hell in reality but with all of these Chaos in my head, I think I already had.
What is f*cking up with me?
Mia had told me earlier the other day, one time, that I should prepare whatever speech I have to makeup to Bernard.
It's not easy, girlie. Life is so much harsh on me.
How do I do all of it when I'm in the middle of a great confusion?
I needed her to give me clues since I'm totally lost.
I need her like badly.
The day these whole mess comes to an end, I pray that day won't be the last or end of me.
I'll just quite my lungs from my chest and give up the ghost.
I'm a desperate mom.
Keeping such secret from my son all these years is enough for him to cut all ties with me. And Justin?
I think he'll rather get me arrested for life.
Jasmine has the power. She is capable of spilling the beans. Letting Justin know. Telling it to the whole universe how awful of a mother I am.
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Mad Love (I'm Anti-romantic) Book 3
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