'' Bad Days Make Good Poems ''

''Dolonia'' [feeling poem]

Dolonia
"Doe-low-nee-uh" - Noun or Adjective
The fear felt when someone genuinely likes you and you can't fathom why; feeling undeserving of their love and/or attention; causing you to feel like they've confused you for someone you believe they deserve, someone who doesn't have the qualities that you hate the most about yourself.

  
''Dolonia''

I'm desperate to feel you hold my hand,
But please don't touch me.
You say you love me. You love me?

You love this?
This broken thing, this mess,
This compiled form of everything that I detest.

I don't think I could understand.
You must be confused.
Why, by me, are you enthused?

You tell me so many things.
Go on about why you think I'm so good.
But every flaw and character falter, I don't think you've understood.

You must be thinking of someone else.
Obviously, isn't that it?
Because this picture you have of me, I clearly do not fit.