A Weed Surrounded By Flowers

Index

Broken Heart
-Envy pg.3
-Almost Love pg. 6
A Terrible Gift pg. 7
-The bomb I've planted on my own heart
    pg.10
-Worth pg.11
-Lying pg.15
-My Heart pg. 21
-Dark Memories, Dark Colors pg.30
-Something  pg.38
-Eternity pg.39
-new distractions pg.42
-Beauty without Pain pg.45
-Excuse pg.47
-Betrayel pg.48
-Decaying pg. 49
-Engagment pg. 60
-Forgetting your love pg.65
-as expected pg.68
-Letter from the Broken pg.72
-maybe part 1 pg.73
-Disturbed Fantasy pg.77
-Humiliation pg.92
-She knew he would never give her his  heart. pg.109
-The letter I could never send. pg.114
-Broken Hearted Poet pg.156
-Not so dinsey ending pg.159
-Pretty white lies still hurt pg.160
-I wished you were my happy ending pg168
-Forever Broken pg.173
-Solvigent pg.174

Love
-Ocean Love pg.14
-Down the rabbit hole pg.16
-The photograph pg.17
-Dreams pg.19
-You were full of art pg.22
-Art pg.29
-Our skies collide pg.31
-Compulsive pg.33
-An imaginary romance pg.36
-Tomorrow pg. 37
-Honest Love pg.39
-Imagination pg.40
-Perfect Dream pg.41
-Intertwins pg.43
-Illumination pg.44
-Absolute pg.50
-The Artist pg.51
-Distance pg.53
-Feelings pg.58
-what is it you think of me?  pg.66
-A letter from your invisible lover pg.67
-Lovers in Dreams pg.69
-Loyalty pg.90
-Things I Dream of Part 1 pg.140
-Short story #1 pg. 150
-I didn't think you existed pg.153
-Love me deeply pg.154
-Adoration pg.157
-Her antidote pg.158
-Dear Future Husband pg.171
-Sunrise pg.183
-Wild love pg.188
-Every moment to you pg.189
-Rule with me pg.190
-Always and forever pg.191

Self-love
-A thousand lives pg.1
-Beautiful pg.9
-The other world pg.28
-Lost and Found pg.52
-She was light pg.55
-Adolescent Love pg.72
-Maybe Part 2 pg.74
-Uneventful Night pg.137
-Sometimes I feel... pg.144
-Bibliophile pg.148
-Astrophile pg.151
-Leave behind, never forget pg.167
-Kalon pg. 177
-I want my own fairytale pg. 184
-Mine pg.186
-The book collector pg.192
-Goddess of the Moon pg.199

Depression
-False Character pg.8
-Hell Held Butterfly pg.13
-Grey Days pg.18
-Angel wings pg.20
-Anywhere pg. 23
-The trail to death pg.24
-Letting go pg.34
-Desolation pg.35
-Abandoned pg.47
-Painting with blood pg.57
-No clue pg.62
-Losing Trust pg.70
-The vanished Prisoner pg.71
-I spy pg.81
-Your perfect soul pg.82
-The girl with overactive imagination pg.84
-An almost true story pg.93
-None of them deserved the poems she wrote. pg.101
-Insomnia pg.102
-Little did she know, she was a perfect imperfection pg.110
-She hates what she sees in the mirror     pg.113
-No longer a clown pg.115
-But no one wants that with me pg.145
-Wicked Witch of the west pg.152
-Faded pg.178

Toxic Love
-Secret Poison pg.26
-Sin pg.27
-False Picture pg. 56
-A beast pg.59
-Love pg.63
-Devilish Grin pg.78
-A house with no windows pg.87
-One street lover pg.88
-Open-minded pg.95
-Black out Poetry part 1 pg.97
-The boy was a fallen angel pg.105
-Strange sea-creature pg.106
-The strange sea-creature picked his next prey pg.107
-Fun games the devil likes to play pg.108
-Pain follows humiliation pg.111 -Sometimes they just don't want to be there.           pg. 116
-Insignificanct boys pg.125
-Ruin me pg.126
-Dont break my heart in the sunlight pg.127
-Empty pg.128
-I don't care if it destroys me. pg. 129
-Drunk Lovers pg.131
-Why? pg.136
-Sugar and Honey pg.139
-Mockingjay pg.164
-Signs of Love and Hell pg.165
-Loving someone is going to kill me. pg.166

Self-Convidence
-Angel pg.32
-You should be afraid of what you made me pg.75
-Karma pg.76
-Fallen Angel pg.85
-From one girl to another pg.86
-You are gorgeous pg.91
-The difference between living and surviving  pg.94
-Black out Poetry part 2 pg.98
-Wonderland pg.120
-On the tight-rope pg.132
-She was a badass queen pg.134
-Being Called a Nerd Never Hurt pg.143
-Better look out Honey pg.147
-Curse pg.149
-Halos and Horns pg.161
-The girl who walked through fire pg.162
-She enjoyed what he created her to be. pg.163
-Sometimes you have to be your own hero pg.170
-Express your soul pg.185

Self-discovery
-Wanting something more  pg.64
-The Self-Loved Author pg.83
-Gratitude pg.89
-The girl who underestimated herself pg.96
-Dreamt of Flight pg.99
-Strong Enough pg.103
-She was unbreakable pg.104
-She didn't know she was a perfect imperfection pg.110
-What a girl pg.112
-The happy broken angel pg.117
-Bookaholic pg.122
-She was in love with the sky pg.130
-She had a relationship with the Stars pg.135
-If Alive was a Poet pg.138
-Girl, look in the mirror pg. 146
-She had some of her own  pg. 155
-You have to love every flaw pg.169
-My new world pg.187
-Beauty of what is pg.197
-Moonflower pg.198

Home
-Hell pg.4
-She didn't know how a home was  supposed to be. pg.133

Death
-Your strength can also be your weakness pg.179
-Death pg.182

Greif
-Messages to heaven pg.5
-September 2nd pg.12
-Without you pg.25
-And thats a scary thought part 1 pg.175
-And that's a scary thought part 2 pg.176
-11 p.m pg.195

Teens

-magic pg.2
-Wild Hearts and unwanted souls pg.119
-Broken Teens pg.121
-Internal emotions pg.123
-The kings and queens of misfits pg.124
-young, wild, and free pg.141
-Today will not be like tomorrow pg.193
-Passion, adventure, danger. pg.194

Scenery
-A gallery beneath the moonlight pg.61
-Lucid Dreams pg.86
-The wild was the only place she felt loved pg.100
-This is why you seem them together sometimes pg.180
-Querencia pg.181
-Sunsets and simple things. pg.196

Drugs
-Addiction Part 1 pg.79
-Addiction Part 2 pg.80
-Cigerette Lips pg.118
-Drugs and Love pg.142