Hyunjin and Chan went home feeling....Guilt, Sadness and Solitude
Chan felt bad for Hyunjin. He felt guilt because he couldn't protect the two at all....But something inside of him pushed himself to be a little happy....He had hope.
Hyunjin on the other hand felt nothing but sadness and guilt, He felt so useless...It was a small task....Just to keep and take care of his baby...But he couldn't.....He was a disappointment, To Chan, Himself..And to the baby...He was a disappointment to everyone
Chan looked at Hyunjin who was standing in a corner
Hyunjin rubbed his eyes before going upstairs, not waiting for Chan like he always did
Chan furrowed his eyebrows but he understood Hyunjin
He went to the kitchen to cook food for him and Hyunjin
Nothing could cure Hyunjins heart more than Chans cooking
Hyunjin loved it when Chan would cook him Chans original soup
Meanwhile, Hyunjin was upstairs looking at the small crib infront of him
The inside of the crib was already decorated and it had a small cute bear plush at the side
He quickly bursted into tears
He screamed as loud as he could, calling for help
He wanted help to get out of this madness
He didnt want to live anymore
No more....
Please....
Stop.....
Chans eyes shot hearing the screeching scream from upstairs
He quickly put down a potato that he was about to peel before running upstairs
He was met with a Hyunjin who was crying his lungs out
Chan rushed to the boy before he hugged him
Hyunjin started hyperventilate onto the mans grasp
Chan hugged him tightly, whispering soft words to this ear
Hyunjin cried louder, trying to escape feom Chans grasp
He felt so guilty that he hurt Chan
He was a monster
He couldn't to anything right
It was all his fault
All his fault
"Jinnie....Its not your fault" Chan whispered
Hyunjin looked up at him before whimpering
"Listen........None of us deserved it....None of us wanted it....But fate decided it....And we have to trust in fate......In every bad situation....A better will come out sooner of later..." Chan said
Hyunjin nodded before leaning onto Chans chest
His lips quivered, sure he did feel better...He didnt feel that bad anymore
But he still felt that sting
But he couldn't do anything anymore
The damage was already done.
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