Our Time [PART 2]

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3:38 PM

Anj Buenaventura

How are you @gil

gil

di makatulog

deinsy

WAIT AKO YUNG NASASAKTAN PARA SA INYO

ANO BA NANGYARI

wala daw kibo si ivan kagabi

uminom lang daw sya tas natulog na

gil

nakita ko kasi sila ni alyssa

may binabalik si alyssa sa kanya na important, bigay ng mom nya

tapos

tapos napungunahan na naman ako ng takot

which is hindi naman kasalanan ni alyssa

sa nararamdaman ko lang yon, hindi ko alam kung bakit

alam ko naman na mahal ako ni ivan

and na pipiliin nya ko

he proved that to me

pero hindi ko alam if kaya ng konsensya ko na

piliin nya ako over what his only family wants

or over who his only family wants for him

Anj Buenaventura

Pero it's not what HE wants.

It's you.

gil

alam ko

fuck

alam ko

Anj Buenaventura

Ivan's relationship with his grandparents is not something you can blame yourself for.

And I'm sure he's made it clear na as long as he has you, he'll be fine.

deinsy

gil

naghanap ka ba ng reason para i-push away si ivan?

kasi alam mo nang na sa kanya na naman puso mo

or matagal nang na sa kanya and ngayon mo lang ulit na-realize

and takot ka kasi wala kang control don? wala kang control sa situation?

Anj Buenaventura

In all the other aspects of your life, Gil

Ikaw lagi ang may control.

You took charge when your mother left.

When your dad became an alcoholic.

When you and Rhein had nothing to eat.

When you and Ivan broke up. You set all the rules.

Pero ngayon na you've realized you're giving yourself to Ivan again