Chapter 4

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Evie pov
"Evieeee"amber say in sync I've been crying for a week straight

"I just don't know what do with myself like the girl looks like me amber but yet only prettier and it just makes no sense why he'd throw a 5 year relationship down the drain"I say wiping my tears and I pulled up her Instagram

"Look she looks like fucking me!"i exclaimed

I put my phone up to show her Instagram to her

"She looks like you and liv morphed together"amber said but as she was saying it someone walked into her apartment

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"She looks like you and liv morphed together"amber said but as she was saying it someone walked into her apartment

"I'm back early"mikey said

We look at each other. I haven't seen him since me and Conor broke up well any of the boys they are all doing there own thing but they try and see each other as much as they could and can

"Why is that?"amber said

"Well my meeting got cancelled and Conor called and he wasn't okay really so-"he started to say and he walked in the living room and saw me

"Oh hello Evie, didn't realise you was here?"mikey said giving and amber a look because he felt awkward

"No no! How's you anyways the clean kitchen business is achieving amazing things!"i said

"Awh well yes I'm good thank you and yeh more places are getting dotted around so that's good but most importantly..are you-like are you okay?"he asked and I could tell he felt awkward

"I'd be lying if I said I'm fine but I'll be okay don't worry"I awkwardly said and it fell silent

"Erm I better be getting off"i said getting up and I say bye to them it was a awkward one and amber walked me out

"Sorry"she whispered

"No no honestly it isn't you're fault and mikey's but I'd go spend time with him! You say he's a busy businessman now! So go relax have fun!"I smiled

"Awh love you eves! Speak to you probably tomorrow girly"she said

"Okay bye!"We both said and as the door shut my heart sunk and I cried again

Seeing my friends relationships blossom and are fun and healthy makes me feel horrible about myself and very lonely like I do really miss being with Conor, like today a Sunday and normally with this cold London weather most days we just try and stay in bed and cuddle up and don't have to worry about anything...but them times have gone

At livs apartment...

I had a key but no sign of Olivia..swear she said she's finishing castings at 4:30

Yes we both model get over it.

Then they was some flowers on the coffee table...Hm I can be nosey I see a note

Evie xo

There for me?! I instantly grab the note and I grab it and open it

Text me please gorgeous
            Love always Conor x

It made me cry and the door opened and I heard liv shouting my name and she stopped and I turned and we both had the same look she knew it was from Conor

"Surely not"she said and walked up to me and saw the note

"Are you fucking serious it's only been like 2 weeks"liv said seemed pissed off at Conor

I'd admit it's sweet red roses with the little white flowers that supposed to be called baby's breath flowers but I don't believe they called them but it's from my favourite flower place near us in Battersea

"Evie! Snap out of it for fuck sakes please say you don't find this sweet!"liv said

"I just miss him"i sighed

"I know baby but he can't get you back just like that"she said I just stood there

"I'll leave you to it because I'm pissed off at Conor and whatever I say you won't wanna hear it"a stubborn liv said but I let her go because my heart hurts badly..this isn't good

Conor Maynard what you doing to me...

1:22am
Conor pov
The Loud music and the darkness yet so bright from the coloured lights and in the middle of the table a huge bottle of vodka

I heard nothing from Evie my heart hurts so I'll drink away the problem...

"Conor!"I hear someone shout I look

Fucking Abi Spencer...

I turned away she made me out like a utter cheater when it's not really true the dms aren't true

"Conor! it's me!"She says again and my mates look at me I just shake my head and exit the club

I'm drunk and the coldness makes me feel worse and I hear abi chasing after me

"What do you want from me"I sighed and glared at her

"To talk"she said she seemed scared

"To talk about how you fucked up my entire relationship, she ended things with me because she can't trust me"I said

"W-...well she doesn't deserve you then if you broke up"she said I looked at her and just carried on walking off far enough to try and get away from her and book an Uber home but yet she kept following me

"Can you leave me alone!"i said

"No please because conor, I'm sorry you do deserve better"she said

"What is better after Evie breaking up with me"i said and she had a look in her eye

Is she...no I fucking can't

I mean I am single and drunk as fuck...

"Evie haven't texted me so..."I mumble to myself

"I didn't hear a word you said sorry"She said

"Fuck it"

Next day...
Evie pov
I'm doing it I can't believe I'm fucking doing this...going to his well what use to be my apartment I go in the lift the people know me in the apartment complex

Im going to do it knock on his door

To talk only to talk

I mean the roses was sweet from him and I think he deserves to talk to me like he wants and as I arrive to his door I took a deep breath and knock on the door

I hear a girl giggle

What the fuck? No surly not

"I'll get it"she says as she opened the door giggling and to my horror

Abi in one of Conor's hoodies no makeup and just underwear

"Oh oh my god sorry...hiya Evie? Right"she says I was just frozen

"Wait what?! Evie?"I hear conor say I didn't even wanna see him I looked at her and just walked off

"No Evie please wait!"he said I carried on walking and he grabbed my arm I pulled away

"DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME!"I yelled

"I thought you wanted nothing to do with me"he said

"So you fuck her out of everyone, in the bed we shared in the apartment and let you wear your clothes but you'd send me roses"I said

"You sent her roses?!"abi said

At this point I saw red

"And you...fucking leave Battersea"I said moving past conor

"Look I'm sorry e-"she started to say

"You aren't sorry but I'm giving you one chance to get your stuff and leave because if you ever cause shit again I will know"I said she glared at me

"I will end your life like you did with mine"

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