Addicted | sope

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The next day was like everyday, Yoongi went to work even tho he wants to quit it because of his mean boss

he yelled at him once again like every time, he told him for the millionth time that he should remove the mint green hair color because it looks super ugly on him

he doesn't like the fact that he wears black almost everyday, the way he talk slowly and calmly and because he is sleepy all the time

a problem happened with with a rude customer, and of course his boss yelled at him in front of everyone, even tho it wasn't his fault

told him that he's nobody and that he should just die because he is useless, he almost hit him, which reminded him of his alcoholic dad

he had to stay silent so he doesn't lose his job, looking down as tears formed in his eyes

He hates it there, but he got no choice, he couldn't find another job

that was driving him crazy, he's lost in his thoughts.

~~~

Hoseok just finished his practice with his friend Jimin, he was covered with the sweat and was breathing heavily

"Go have some rest hyung, you did a great job today, you're exhausted" Jimin said looking at his friend through the mirror

Hoseok smiled then went and hit Jimin's butt,
Jimin raised his eyebrows "you're obsessed with my ass you stupid"

"yes i am" he said as he stick out his tongue teasing the younger

"aish you stupid" he said as he kept working on some details with the choreography he made

Hoseok went and took a quick shower removing all the sweat he was covered with

he decided to take a nap as well, he works really hard everyday, so he should rest really well

he hates that he has to rest, he wants to work hard and not waste any second, but at this point he will faint again

every time he feels that he has to work more, he remembers how Yoongi was so worried about him that day

"Jimin-ah im going home, goodbye" Hoseok said as he walked out of the place

"okay i will leave in an hour" Jimin winked as he pinched his cheek softly
Hoseok giggled hard, he ran to him again and hugged him

"your hugs are the best hyung" he hugged him tighter

"oh.. thank you" Hoseok mumbled

after that he left the place, bought some stuff he needed from the supermarket on his way home

he arrived home and went straight to his comfy bed, in a comfortable position
and was thinking of nothing but only to sleep

after a long nap and a dream about getting married with a sprite, he finally woke up

still yawning and stretching his body like a baby, well HE IS a baby, a big one

he got up dancing already, looking at himself in the mirror, he lost some weight these days out of working a lot, but he still look so perfect, unfortunately that's not what he thinks

~~~

Yoongi hated himself more and more after hearing his boss's words, he felt the tears coming down on his cheeks

he wiped the tears quickly, not wanting people to see him and make fun of him, for them men don't usually cry, stupid way of thinking right ?

He quit the place feeling so lonely and sad,
he thinks that all of his boss's words are true