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after kissing for more few minutes nonstop
they finally had enough for today, they of course wanted more but they knew that they had to stop or something will happen and they can't control it

Hoseok was still holding Yoongi, looking straight in his eyes, "did you enjoy all this my Yoongs ?"
Yoongi blushed from the new «my» that Hoseok added, declaring that he's his
«my ? am i his now ?? it's impossible, it was just a kiss right ? he will leave me now after having some fun right ? or is it serious for him like it is for me ?»

"we were just kissing, why are you all shy now huh ?" he said smirking
"s-stop" «fuck, why am i stuttering now»

"what, am i lying ? wasn't my tongue in your mouth few seconds ago and you were begging for more ?" he said teasing the older more

well, all that was right, but saying it out loud made the other blush more and panic

"i totally enjoyed it Hoseok, y-you're a good kisser..." He said, after fighting with himself, to get these few words out of his mouth

"ouuuhh, of course i am, i kissed a lot before, i have experience in those stuff you know"
he said in a sarcastic voice

Yoongi raised his eyebrows and looked unhappy from what the other said
"did you ?"

"yes, i tasted so many good lips, and i still do, a lot, and almost every day, mmhh these people were sooo good at kissing"

Yoongi felt something in his heart, it hurt him, he was almost crying and tried to get out of Hoseok's arms

"what are you trying to do here ?"
"i wanna go, let me go"
"no no no, you're not getting anywhere now"

Yoongi was trying hard to go but Hoseok was tightening his grip on his waist, he knew what he was doing and he was enjoying teasing him, none of all what he said was true, he just wanted to play with the older

"Hoseok stop, let me go.."
"are you.. by any chance jealous ?"
"n-no why would i be jealous Hoseok ?"
he said, looking down

"because a lot of people were on my lap, we were kissing, we had one night stand, i left hickeys on their neck and they tasted my di..."
Hoseok said, whispering the last part, making the other more jealous

"ahhh stop stop, i don't wanna hear all this, why would i care about the people you fucked with, i-i don't care, we just kissed it's nothing special for you since you did all this before, so a kiss is nothing for you right ?"
he said explaining with his hands, he was all nervous

"who said that ? did i say that it wasn't special?"
"yes, you just did, a person who kissed so many people, especially those pretty fine girls who go to the club every night, they throw themselves on you and they give you all what you want, so kissing a simple boy like me is gonna make you feel disgusted"
he mumbled feeling insecure

Hoseok put his hand on Yoongi's cheek and spoke softly
"oh my pretty boy Yoongs, i was just kidding with you, why are you saying this about you ? why would i feel disgusted after kissing a pretty and lovely boy like you, you're special Yoongs"

Yoongi looked up in Hoseok's eyes, he couldn't believe what he had just heard,
"your pretty boy ? am i pretty ? and special?"

"yes all what i said was true, believe me you're someone special and wonderful, you just can't see it, you're amazing Yoongs" he said while stroking Yoongi's cheek gently

Yoongi smiled slightly and blushed hard
"thank you Hoseok, i don't believe it yet but thank you because you're saying these sweet words to me"

"why do you think you're someone disgusting and not special ?" Hoseok wanted to know why is the older boy thinking this about himself

"i don't know, maybe my dad and..."
"and what ? tell me"
"i-i .. i had an abusive boyfriend before.."
a tear fell on his cheek after remembering what he had gone through with his ex

Hoseok hugged him tight right away and rubbed his back
"don't let anyone make you feel that you're not enough okay ? i am here to help you"

Yoongi nodded slowly and hugged Hoseok back, placing his head on his shoulder and smelling his beautiful natural scent that he adores, only that little thing from Hoseok can heal him, he's thankful that the younger is with him

Poor Hoseok is trying to fix someone while HE is broken.