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❝ W H A T ? ❞You perturbed, something in Childe's eyes showed a side you never saw before
" if you can't answer that...what am I to you?" Childe asked, hoping for one answer, one answer that he can kiss you for
You looked at him perplexed, you were speechless, thinking of what to say
" I mean we fucked? Did that not mean anything? Everything I said last night? Even the kiss? Did you not feel anything? This whole time were you really pretending all along?" Childe said frustrated as you watched, tears trying to fall down his cheeks
" you are...you are..." you say in a moment of panic, trying to think of something
Childe stood there too patiently, waiting for your reply
" you are my friend..." was all you managed to say, Childe averted your gaze upon hearing that
" I understand now" Childe said, his fake laugh sounding hurt, his eyes threatening to break down in front of you
" Childe...I still don't know how I feel-"
" goodbye [y/n]" Childe said leaving, saying your name coldly, as he didn't let you finish
Something in your heart clenched, it hurt to see him walk away. Even though you had so much more to say, you couldn't bring yourself to stop him
My stupid feelings was all you thought, trying to hold in your useless tears
" [y/n]? What are you still doing here" you heard a voice behind you after a few minutes of consoling with yourself
You turned to the source, smiling quickly
" I'm just talking to someone" you smiled at Diluc
Diluc stared at you in a concerned face, " well I was just packing..." he pointed at the back of the library as you nodded
Something in your eyes didn't look convincing as Diluc stared more, " are you okay [y/n]?" Diluc asked to make sure
You smiled after a deep breath , " never been better!" You replied
N E X T D A Y
" I do need your help again if it isn't much of a bother"
Kokomi asked as you walked with her to your next class
" it isn't really!" You tried to smile brightly
" thank you seriously, I swear some of the council never clean up after themselves" Kokomi replied, exhausted from all the errands
As you continued to walk, you felt a presence walk pass you, it was a cold one
You looked at the person who walked by you, it was Childe.
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𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐎𝐁𝐉𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒?
Romance❝ You wowed as you stared in awe, " it's so pretty!" You leaned in to Childe pointing at the bright colours. While you admired the illuminations Childe stared at you in admiration. " very pretty", was all he replied, but he wasn't talking about the...