Poetry

letting go

Goodbye:

Everything about you is so different now.

The way you dress,

The way you act,

And the way you carry yourself.

It all scares me so much.

You used to be so confident,

But now you have lost your spark.

I loved you so much.

You used to be home.

I used to feel so comfortable around you.

But now,

right damn now,

It's so hard to look you in the eyes now.

The way your words and actions stabbed me.

They hurt like hell,

but despite that,

All you knew was how to handle me in my hardest times.

You knew everything about me,

And you would do anything just to see me smile.

Today,

You still know everything about me.

That's the sad part.

You know all about me,

But you won't do anything for me anymore.

I miss you.

I miss your hugs,

Your bus cuddles,

and most of all,

I miss you so damn much.

I miss you so much it hurts,

But you did me wrong,

And it's time to say goodbye.

For good.

I'll miss you crazy boy.

You gave me so many memories,

But now its time to go our separate ways.

I love you so much.

Hey:

Hey,

I know we weren't meant to be together.

And between us,

This might never work at all.

But what love would it be if I wasn't still happy for you,

When you parted from me,

And between us built a wall.

Hey,

I know you don't feel the same way,

And you could never reciprocate this feeling.

And you should know that I don't feel upset.

In fact,

I'm on my way to healing.

Hey,

I always knew I might never get you,

And we might not have our desired end.

So I'm just look for opportunities to talk to you,

Because I'm okay with just being a friend.

Hey,

I might not be the one,

And there's someone else who'll meet you in a while.

Who has been born with a streak of luck,

And who deserves to see you smile.

But hey,

When you smile I smile too.

This big, goofy grin on my face.

And I'll always be at home waiting for you,

If you ever decide to stop by, in case.

Because hey,

You know,

Love doesn't always mean being together.

I find solace in listening to your laugh.

And I'm fine with us being miles apart but close at heart.

I might not be yours,

But you are my other half.

Ambivalence:

I have nothing to say but,

All the words in existence.

I love you so much to the brink of disgust.

I miss you so much that I scream at you,

To leave me alone.

I rebel against my thoughts,

Obey the ones I like best.

I sit in the shower for hours,

Just pondering,

On ways to leave you.

After the warm water cleanses my body,

I remember you soft hair and your eyes,

With specks of hazel and blue.

I hate you for doing this to us,

I want to hug you until the world irrupts,

I hope you're happy when you end up leaving.

And I hope then I'll end my deceiving,

And I'll cut off the feelings,

that gave me a reason,

to keep on giving.

While receiving,

Nothing in return.

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- SIMP -