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To all the lovely readers here today I just wanna leave this warning that the content you will be exposed to in this chapter is extremely sensitive. If at any point you do not feel comfortable reading it you can skip the chapter, since a very short and brief mention of the main details that take place in this chapter, are mention also throughout the story. Please keep in mind this story is in no way to hurt anyone, offend anyone, or make anyone feel attacked as this is all fictional works of my imagination. Once again this story is no way created to hurt, offend or attack someone, so in advance if the content in the chapter offends someone, I truly and deeply apologize. Without further a do... Thank you for reading. ~Author Nim
Normal pov
"I can't believe you"
"Aaeri Wait"
"No you knew about them and didn't tell me" I said.
"I'm sorry okay but please just listen to me. Eunchae loves you okay she didn't want to hurt you at all"
"That doesn't justify the fact that she's hooking up with my boyfriend, Nara" I say trying to hold myself from exploding my aggression on her when it's not her I'm mad at.
I head up to our apartment and enter the dorm that we share. The sight before me unleashed my pain my anger. I couldn't fight it anymore. He was here fucking her in my room.
"What the hell are you doing back already?" She asked.
"what the hell.... ARE YOU DOING FUCKING AROUND WITH MY BOYFRIEND?" I said attacking her. My body moved on it's own at this point as I continuously punch her over and over again. He rips me away from her and throws me across the room checking on her.
"Are you alright?" He asked her. She nods with a large grin plastered on her face.
"It's not my fault Aaeri. It's not my fault I'm more attractive and beautiful talented gifted smarter and of course fuckable" she says proudly.
"If this is about fuck ability than I'd be happy to expose the fact you screwed his little brother just last night" I said.
"you what?" he asked.
"I did not" She lies.
"oh yeah then who the hell does this belong to huh?"
I showed him his brothers necklace that both he and I picked out for his birthday a few months ago.
"You actually screwed my brother?" He said taking the necklace from my hand.
"he came onto me" She blurts out.
"he's a sophmore in high school we are seniors in college" He said.
"what can I say I'm fuckable and admit it you enjoyed some too" She says.
"god do you hear yourself right now. Get over yourself you have a whole case on your tail and haven't even finish college" I said.
"well not all of us like being a good little college virgin Aaeri. You know you are really ungrateful you had great friend and amazing guy and you just pushed us all away for what?" She said.
"oh so your talking greatness now well news flash ex friend my parents just died in a car crash. So excuse me for needing time and space to mourn for them" I said.
"oh bob hoo they probably crashed on purpose to get away from you for good perhaps they got tired of you taking everyone around you for granted" She said. This caused tears to sting in my eyes.
"Yah enough Eunchae" Nara said.
"you've crossed the line" Jeong-In said.
"I wan't you packed out of this apartment by morning or I'll show you just how much I appreciate you by tossing your things out of my 11th story windows" I said.
"fine I'll leave but we both know you won't be able to afford this place on your own for much longer" She mocks before leaving my room.
"listen Aaeri I'm-" I'm tired of excuses.
"leave" I say.
"what?" Jeong-In asked with a cracked voice.
"hard of hearing I said leave. Now. The both of you"
"Aaeri I-"
"I don't care Nara you both lied to me so get the hell out of my apartment" I said. I pushed them both out of my room an slam the door so hard the frame on my wall falls off shattering into pieces. I walk over to it and see the picture of my parent after they dropped me off here next to campus when I first moved in freshman year.
Back then they scolded me for picking a school so far from home. They hated the Idea of me leaving. I assured them that I would be fine and that when I finish school I would treat to a meal for letting me enroll here at this school.
"Eomma Appa, forgive me I was supposed to treat you guys but it seems like now I can't" I say.
I lay the picture down on my nightstand and fall against my bed. My body and muscles feel so drained that it actually hurts. One of these days I'll have to face my big brother HyunJin. He's been taking care of things back at home and even though I went to the funeral service I couldn't face him so I hide in the bathroom the entire time. He looks so much like dad but has moms personality and humor. Some say I look more like my brother than my own parents.
My brother would definitely hate me for being the reason they died. Truth is they wanted to do a surprise visit for me. They asked Hyunjin to join but since he was busy with work he couldn't. I don't blame and honestly it saved his life in the end. However the police called him when they found mom and dads car crashed on the highway. He was in an important meeting that could've changed his life for the better and I'm the reason he lost that. They were only involved in that accident because they were coming out here to see me.
I let the tear fall freely as I can no longer fight them the way I've been wanting to. I don't deserve to cry for them. One thing that is true about what Eunchae said is that I did often tend to take my parents for granted and to make matters worse I asked them to not visit me and just focus on themselves. I said those harsh words to my own parents and now of all times I wish I didn't. I wish I could take them back more than anything. I truly let them down which is why I can't face my own brother because I know I also let him down.
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