Heart Of A Stranger (Hernandez Siblings #1)

Chapter 27

"W-What if bumalik yung pagmamahal nya sa lalaking iyon? Kasi hindi naman malabo" his voice broke."W-What if iwan nya ako at balikan yung una nyang minahal? W-What if mas p-piliin nya iyon kesa saakin" nakita ko ang isang patak ng luhang tumulo sa mata nya.

Hindi sya naka tingin sasakin pero kitang kita ko yung sakit sa mga mata nya. He was talking like I'm not here beside him.

"W-What if ma-realize nya na mas may o-oras yung lalaking 'yon kesa saakin?"

And now his comparing himself to Kai. They both different person, he shouldn't compare himself to him.

Humarap sya saakin at tinitigan ako."I don't have enough time to spend it with you, but for sure he have all the time just to be with you"

"Axel"

"Just what if. . .nahuhulog ka na sa kanya hindi mo lang namamalayan?" the tears are continuously flowing in his cheeks. All I can see was pain. He was in pained.

Pero tangina naman.

Bakit ba ayaw nyang maniwala? Anong mahirap paniwalaan sa mga assurance na binibigay ko sa kanya?

"You don't know what I feel, Axel" madiing sambit ko. I want him to see and feel that I'm not having fun to this game he started to play."Hindi mo naman alam ang nararamdamn ko para sabihin na nahuhulog na ako sa taong iyon" I seriously said.

"I'm sorry. I had a w-weak heart" he wiped the tears on his face but it was useless. Tuloy tuloy parin ang agos ng luha nya.

"Axel" puno ng lambing na bigkas ko sa pangalan nya."Hey, love"

Lalo syang umiyak nang banggitin ko iyon. Hindi ko narin napigilan ang emosyon ko. I felt the tears on the corner pf my eyes. But he's more devastated than I am.

"It doesn't matter to me if he's still love me. It doesn't matter if he have more time than you. What matter the most is that how much I love you"

I cupped his face and made him look on my eyes. I wipped the tears on his face as I said the words that make him calm.

"Kahit may nararamdaman pa sya saakin, hinding hindi ko na sya babalikan. Aside from the fact that I'm not the person who whould date an ex, I won't date him again because of you. Because I have you"

Pilit kong pinaintindi sa kanya na wala akonv balak iwan sya. What's the point of being with him in the first place if I'll leave him, right?

Pagkatapos ng mahabang paliwanagan ah kumalma sya.

"Axel"

"Uhm"

Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago nag salita."I'll give you a week. A week to think about you being with me in this relationship" I seriously said. He was in his serious mode again. But his fucking eyes can't lie. I can see pain through it."You need to decide wether you want me back or not"

"I don't need a week. Hell, I don't even have to think about it."

"Basta I'll give you one week, okay?" Mahinahon kong tanong.

He sigh.

Hinila nya akonpara sa isang mahihpit na yakap. I hugged him back. This is not the time to run again. Running won't do any better.

I felt so small in his arms. After 2 months, this is the first time I felt his warmth again. Wala paring pinag bago. Sa kanya parin talaga tumitibok ang puso ko.

"I'm sorry, love. Hindi ko talaga sinasadya" ramdam ko sa boses nya na hindi nya talaga sinasadya lahat ng nasabi at nagawa nya kagabi.

Wala naman na akong magagawa. It's already happened, we can't undo it.