ℙ𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝔸𝕓𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 (ℝ𝕦𝕚𝕜𝕒𝕤𝕒)

◣ʀᴜɪ'ꜱ ᴅɪᴀʀʏ◥

x/x (mon)

Cloudy again. I had a strange dream, but I can't remember much. It's like my heart is closed off. I don't feel anything.

x/x (tue)

Cloudy again. I don't feel like studying. I zoned out during class so I'm glad I didn't get called on.

x/x (wed)

Cloudy again. Tomorrow's when testa start. As expected, I'll study for them.

x/x (thu)

Cloudy again. I couldn't sleep because I was studying till dawn.

x/x (fri)

Cloudy again. There's more tests today. I feel like I answered the questions to some extent. The studying was worth it.

x/x (mon)

Cloudy again. Our tests came back. Even with all that, I'm still stuck at an average score. I don't feel anything.

x/x (tue)

Cloudy again. It seems that Tsukasa from the other class is entering some competition. I don't feel anything.

x/x (wen)

Cloudy again. I was suddenly called Tsukasa during break time. Can't help the rumors floating around. I don't feel anything.

x/x (thu)

Cloudy again. I have this feeling like something's wriggling around in my head. It's uncomfortable.

x/x (fri)

Cloudy again. It's all dirty when I look in the mirror. I wiped and wiped, but it doesn't help. It's uncomfortable.

x/x (Mon)

Cloudy again. In the morning assembly Tsukasa was commended. Seems like he got excellent grades. I don't care. It's uncomfortable.

x/x (tue)

Cloudy again. Seems like there's planning for the school festival. That Tsukasa's gonna be in charge, everyone is enthusiastic. It's uncomfortable.

x/x (wen)

Cloudy again. The class decided to do a play. Tsukasa was unexpectedly overjoyed. They were appointed behind the scenes by Tsukasa, the protagonist. I was a little happy. My head hurts.

x/x (thu)

Cloudy again. Most of the class wound up behind the scenes, so lots are starting the preparations. Something's irritating me. My head hurts.

x/x (fri)

Cloudy again. When I stroked the mirror, it cracked. I cut my finger a little, I'm frustrated.

x/x (mon)

Cloudy again. All the talking around me's so noisy. Tsukasa asked me how the production was going. In the spur of the moment, I stumbled on my words. We managed to talk.

x/x (tue)

Cloudy again. Everything around me's so noisy. I stumbled and touched the wound so my fingers are dirty. I'm frustrated.

x/x (wed)

Cloudy again. The sounds are echoing in my head and it's troubling me. I wipe and wipe but the dirt won't come off my finger.Tsulasa met eyes with me and smiled. I'm not qualified enough for this.

x/x (thu)

Tsukasa's voice is beautiful. Not just that, everything about him is perfect to the point of abnormality. How did I never notice this until now?

x/x (fri)

Cloudy again
Tsukasa talked to me. He stands out so extraordinarily. I feel like I was watching Tsukasa all day.

x/x (mon)

What does Tsukasa have that I don't? I tried to imitate Tsukasa a little. I feel like my heart's calmed down.

x/x (tue)

The mirror I just bought is dirty. I wipe and wipe but it won't go away.

x/x (wed)

I tried talking to people around me just like Tsukasa. I was met with different gazes than I usually. It's kind of a special feeling.

x/x (thu)

I dared to talk to Tsukasa. I think I talked more differently than I thought, but I was interrupted halfway. I don't get it.

x/x (fri)

I stared at the dirt on the mirror. For some reason, the pattern looks beautiful. I'll put off wiping it for a while.

x/x (sat)

I had a strange dream.

x/x (mon)

The pattern on the mirror changes every day. When I talked to Tsukasa I got laughed at. I couldn't hear their voices.

x/x (tue)

For the past few days I've been seeing indecipherable dreams. The pattern on the mirror is beautiful.

x/x (wed)

Another dream where I keep averting the gaze of others. My head hurts.

x/x (thu)

I dreamt of dancing in a suit. My head hurts.

x/x (fri)

In my dream, Tsukasa was dancing with a stranger. I woke up the second our eyes met. My head hurts.

x/x (sat)

I slept five times. I wanted to dream. I'm irritated.

x/x (mon)

The beautiful me, the beautiful you. Is this love?

x/x (tue)

I am me. Who are you? Are you also me?

x/x (wed)

I want to see you in my dreams.

x/x (thu)

I like you

x/x (fri)

How happy would I be if I could become a butterfly like you.

x/x (sat)

Do I need to coordinate my sleeves to match with the toes of my shoes?

x/x (sun)

Sew together one by one. Along the line, stitch the dots. A collection for me alone.

x/x (mon)

I transformed into a different me!

x/x (tue)

The dream should have ended as a dream. My longing should have been thrown away.

x/x (wed)

Tsukasa

x/x (thu)

You are me. I am you

x/x (fri)

I like you.