Why her? |Jude Bellingham x Reader|

11.

After Jude left, the boys followed behind, leaving me and Camila to finish ordering our foods.

-Jude is getting more rude everyday.- Commented Camila with a vexed look on her face. I chuckled slightly as we grabbed our order.

-He's just like that..right?- I questioned myself, thinking about it more and more. Is he mad at me..?

-Yeah..dont worry.-

-Haha, why would I be?...-

The problem is that I really was worried.

~Jude's POV~

-Mate, you need to stop being pissed off all the time.- Phil suggested while shaking his head.

-It's not my fault people are dumb as fuck, init?- I implied.

-You mean, Y/n? Cmon stop being like that towards her just to hude your true feels, plus, she just likes annoying you. Nothing else, no need to get pressed.- He replied while unlocking the door to his house.

-Im not hiding feelings. I-.. You know what? Forget it..- I sighed with guilt growing inside me as I sat myself down on the couch. I love Y/n..with all my heart and I have no intention to hurt her.. yet, I still do it. And am I really hiding those feelings by..being mean to her?

Just... why her?

~1 hour later (Y/n's POV)~

Me and Camila arrived back home. The boys were chatting and drinking some monster drinks while playing fifa, again. I mean, instead of playing outside, or training, no. They are sat infront of the tv.

-Hey, guys!- Camy said as she jumped into Phil's arms and hugged him tightly.

-Hey, princess.- He mumbled, kissing her afterwards.

I smiled at them and sat between Trent and Jude. To be honest, I was more leaned towards Trent than I was towards Jude. He had his arms crossed and a low posture, showing me that he wasn't very cheerful right now, while Trent was well sat, with his arms opened and resting on the couch top.

I rested my head on Trent's chest and shut my eyes a little, I was still tired from yesterday so best thing to do right now was to rest. I felt him wrap an arm around me, making me smile and hug his torso slightly, unbothered about the fact Jude was beside us. After some minutes, I fell asleep in his arms.

~Jude's POV~

I can't believe him. I CAN'T BELIEVE HER! Right when I was starting to get along well with Trent, what the fuck.

No, I can't be jealous, she's not mine.. not mine. But, fuck! I can't just let him have her like this, I want her all to myself. Damn it, Jude, why are you never good enough.

I got up from the couch and walked out, entering the kitchen. I grabbed a glass of water and chugged all of it. I couldn't get my mind off of things. Maybe I'll just go play fifa with Phil, it could take my mind off of things quicker.

-

It's been about an hour and a half, I looked around at everyone for a second before letting out a sigh.

-Hey umm.. Im going now, it's getting kinda late and that..we still need to talk to the collage's head teacher tomorrow about going to Qatar.- I spoke while getting up, once again, from the couch where Y/n still slept on Trent.

-Ahh, right. Im afraid Mason has already contacted the collage. They said they will notify and email us everyday on work stuff and send us homeworks with deadlines, all till Christmas holiday break. And we will alo do the exam while on zoom call with the teacher. So we are kind of being forced to do everything, besides already being focused on football.- Phil stated with a small frown. I nodded at him and said my goodbyes, shaking everyone's hand, except Y/n's, but leaving a small kiss on her forehead.

–Hmm, stayyy~ – She grabbed my hand and tried pulling me close, making me fall beside her, but she was still sleeping. What the hell...

I look at Trent and he had a smirk on his face.

–Y/n, can you please scooch over a bit and lay to your other side?– He whispered to her and she kind of opened her eyes, quickly doing as he said and laying her head on my shoulder. She looked half asleep.

I looked over at Trent and he winked at me. I shot him a small smile and wrapped my arm around Y/n.

–Damn, my arm is hurting as hell.– He said as he got up from the couch to get some snacks for us, since Phil was craving something for so long, always complaining but also never got up to grab something.

–I guess Im not leaving anymore..– I whispered slightly as I held her close to me. She was so beautiful, I could stay like this forever.

–You said its getting late, but fuck it. Just stay again, its just us five anyways.– Phil suggested, making Camila look at me and Y/n with a small frown, which I didn't understand very well.

–Umm, yeah. What day is it today?–

–Its Thursday.– Said Trent as he brought some snacks.

–Oh, do we still have collage tomorrow?–

–Nope, snow storm income at around 1 am. So collage might not open. I'll tell you around 9 am if they open, don't worry.– Phil grabbed his phone to show me the snow storm warning.

–Fucking hell, thats cool.– I smiled and felt Y/n move slightly.

–Uhh, what time is it?– She sat up slightly and stretched.

–22 pm, go to sleep.– I said lowly.

~Y/n's POV~

I looked at Jude and blinked hardly. I swore I fell asleep on Trent..

–What's wrong Y/n? Looks like you've seen a ghost.– He said with a smirk.

–Nope, just your face really.– I looked away from him but kept my position, right beside him. He still had his arm around me.

He gently lowered his hand to my bum and squeezed it a little, pulling me closer to his side.

–Don't be rude. I can be sober right now, but it doesn't mean I wont do what I did again..– He whispered in my ear, making my body feel goosebumps all over. I looked slightly at the other three in the room, thank god they didn't notice. They seemed too busy watching the news about some..snow storm?

–Jude..shut up.– I slowly looked up at him, however, trying to hide the redness of my cheeks with the sleeves of my sweater.

–Make me, Y/n..– He gently kissed the side of my neck, trying not to make it look obvious though.

–J..Jude..– I pulled his hair slightly making him look at me.

He tried leaning in but I stopped him, giving a stare that would instantly tell him "not here".

He nodded and sighed, still having an arm around me.

–AYYYY, HOW ARE WE GOING TO QATAR WITH ALL THE SNOW?– Trent cried.

–Shit..thats true. But we still dont know the date of the flight anyway, maybe  until then, all the snow has disappeared.– Phil observed with a sigh.

–We'll have to wait and see.– I said and shook my head.

–Hey, does anyone wanna play in the snow tomorrow?– Asked Trent with a huge smile on his face.

–YES!– I instantly screamed. Trent and Jude both know I love to play out in the snow..but they also know the pain in the arse it will be to take care of me after. I'll most likely catch a cold..

{HI GUYSSSS. JUST WONDERING IF YALL ARE STILL ENJOYING THE STORY??? Soon I'll add some more drama including Kylian and Neymar!! Stay tuned <3}