Chapter 9 - When will we learn about it

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Intense chapter**

Lasey P.O.V

It shouldn’t matter .I mean it wasn’t a kiss really .More like a friendly peak right?Gosh who am I kidding that was real .That was passionate and sexy .I can’t deny that .Question is why did I do things like that .No wonder she doesn’t want to talk to me .She is probably freaked out by it .I basically told her I am in love with Sam …

I am a heartless cheater that is it .

“Babe where are you?”Sam asks pulling herself off of me .

“What did you say?”I ask seeing her look disappointed .Again .

“Nothing.”She says standing up buttoning up her shirt .

“Baby I’m sorry I just have a lot on my mind .”I say grabbing her hand and kissing it softly

Smiling she sits back down next to me running her hand through my hair .

“Like what maybe I can help ..”

Highly doubt it .

“Umm.I guess I am still nervous ..”I say softly embarrassed

Of course I was nervous .It is a very,  very big deal for me .Having sex isn’t just something I want to get out of the way .It’s one of those thing I want to happen romantically ,lustfully even lovingly .I was fooling everybody else but not myself .I didn’t love Sam .I am not in love with her .It’s just something I needed to say to make her not leave .I don’t want her to leave .Sadly I don’t want to hae sex with her either .

“Honey we don’t have to rush it .We have only been together about three months now .Of course you will still be nervous but that doesn’t mean we have to stop kissing because you are afraid I get to overwhelmed .I told you I love you and I will wait for you .”She says stroking my cheek

Smiling at her pretty face I start thinking to myself …

Am I ever going to be in love with this beautiful girl ?

Will she ever make me want to rip her clothes off?

Or was I just wasting her time?

Great questions I guess..zero answers .

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