Sleepless Night

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Chapter 2

2:53 AM. I've been studying for the entirety of the day.

"Kiyo" her voice whispered...

Sister.

"Sweetheart.." she hissed

I didn't say anything.

I felt her hands roaming my body.

"Why have you forsaken me? You betrayed me, Kiyo. How could you betray the people that love you? Why do you hate me? Why Kiyo... Why"

Her nails began to dig into my skin.

She started getting louder, and louder, screaming "Why?! Why do you hate me so?!"

I covered my ears, mumbling.

For once I just wanted her to SHUT UP

and it went silent... I couldn't feel her.. hear her...

I lay in my bed, trying to get rest.

3:05 AM...

It felt like she'd been screaming for hours.

I tossed and turned.

I felt helpless...

She loves me.. doesn't she..? I'm being too cruel to her. I should be better.

I sat up and turned on the overhead light.

I scratched and clawed at my neck, trying to think.

That's when she came into my head...

Her long silky hair.. her comforting eyes.. her beautiful skin. She was like a goddess. I wished to praise her as such... She wouldn't notice me.. nor would I think they would care. idiot.

4:01.. did this overthinking keep me up for an hour.

I bit at my nails.

Stupid.. stupid... STUPID

I pulled at my hair and hit on my head.

The thoughts of everyone's words began to flood my head.

Creep.. weirdo... fuckwad, bitch, slut, Devil worshiper, bastard...

But then I remember her kind.. sweet words...

We believe in you. you're so kind. I don't understand how someone could be afraid of you...

She was sweet... I didn't deserve her.. she was beautiful.. pure.. nothing I could ever truly fathom how perfect she is.

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