louis shot a look at calum . i could tell he was uncomfortable so i held onto his hand as tight as i could. " no sex you too. i mean it " Louis said. Eleanor smiled at me as my dad walked out. " its okay. have fun you too" she said . i smiled and calum bit his lip. i knew this was going to be a fun night . Eleanor walked out , closing the door behind her. i looked at calum but he was already going through my drawers. " calum what are you doing?" he ignored me and continued to search .
" calum !"
i stood in front of him. he had tears in his eyes. " why do you do this to yourself" "do what?" i asked confused. " where the fuck is yur blade?" i looked down and sighed. he ran into the bathroom and opened the cabinet under the sink. " i found it" he stood up with the blade in his hands. "why did you cut yourself?" i was speechless. i was disappointed. i was lost . " tell me y/n " he looked down at the blade and examined it. " i was upset " i looked at him and began to cry . " baby. you are fucking beautiful. you have no reason to be upset. youre perfect" Calum kissed my forehead.
" calum. your fans ... they call me fat and ugly and i just cant take it anymore " i was still crying. he pulled me in and wrapped his warm arms around me.
" they're just jealous y/n . they want me but im all yours." Calum said as he hugged me tighter. " i love you Calum... but -" he cut me off my kisses me with his sweet lips. "cal ..." just as i said his name, my mum busted in crying.. " El whats wrong " i immediately left calums arms for my mothers. " i-i just went downstairs .. and your father and harry were on the couch.. kissing . " i was shocked . harry has always been a close friend of his but i never thought that they had feelings for each other. " el its alright. ill go talk to him okay? " she nodded as calum and i made our way downstairs. harry was there . sitting nervously at the table with louis . " hello " i said as took a seat next to harry. " hi love . how is my beautiful daughter?" i looked at him in disgust." dont " love " me . how could you do this?? to me and mum." i could see his eyes drift to harrys. " this is bullshit. if you're gay , you shouldv'e told your family damnit." i clenched my fists as calum said " guys. lets just calm down . louis , if you like harry then be with him . you shouldve told eleanor. " louis nodded slowly. i unclenched my fists as i looked at harry. he looked super upset but i didnt care. he tore my family apart. " you know what? fuck you both. " i ran upstairs to see el sleeping on my bed . i smiled even though i was upset and angry . i laid down next to her and slowly fell asleep.
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Fanfiction- story takes place in your p.o.v - you're a 19 year old living with your dad louis tomlinson and you stepmother eleanor. but you're father cheats on your mom with harry styles, one of his close friends. then stuff gets juicy from there ✌ ~ include...