i'm fine

chapter 3 - tea and bread

* gets a little smutty at the end *
a few weeks later , eleanor moved out and i was forced to live with my father by court. and harry. him and harry started dating right after him and el broke up. which really pissed me off. but oh well. apparently , today we are going to cheshire with harry . this is going to be sooo fun .
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" sweetie ! come down for dinner " i heard louis say. i grabbed a pair of sweatpants and my dads old band t shirt and walked downstairs . "hello y/n. how are you?" harry asked. i grab a yogurt from the fridge and slump down on the chair. " im good harry . " i take a bite . " thats good love " please stop calling me love . i beg in my head so no one hears. " we're going to invite a few friends over for dinner " says louis. i just nod , knowing that he's partying again. whenever mom would leave , he would drink and party . and drink and party. all the time . it frustrated me . because i couldnt do anything about it. "im gonna go get dressed .. then go hangout with luke and calum " they nod as harry looks at me . god his eyes were beautiful . i look back . " im really sorry " he whispers. i just smile and kiss him on the cheek . " its okay love " he smiles as i run upstairs. i change into something very casual .

as soon as i finish applying my makeup and getting dressed , i walk downstairs to my see my dad and harry , dressed like usual

harry claps his hands together . " so ! whos ready to check out the city of cheshire? " i sigh as my dad gives him a kiss on the cheek . " we'd love that harry , wouldn't we y/n? " i nod as i bite my lip. tbh i hate when harry wears those tight black jeans of his . you can see everything . and by everything , i mean everything. " you okay y/n?" of course i am . its not like harry is turning me on or anything. pssh. " yes. " i say too quickly . damn it. now hes gonna know something's wrong. "okay " he smiles , giving me a kiss on the cheek then leading harry and i out to the car . " i'll drive " harry says looking at me . louis takes the passenger seat and i take the back . my phone vibrates in my back pocket . i pick it up to see calum's name popping up under new message. i read the message .
- Texts -
Cal-Pal 🐼💕: hey baby xx
me : hii cal .
Cal-Pal 🐼💕: cant make it this weekend ...
me: whyy not? we've been planning this calum 😖
Cal-Pal 🐼💕: me and the boys are performing on good morning america usa..
me: okay cal.. just be safe and don't make any dumb decisions
Cal-Pal 🐼💕: okay mom 😂 ily
me : ily 2 babes 💘💕
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" calum cant make it this weekend" i say . " oh well thats okay .. maybe you can have taylor over "
" um no . we havent talked since like year 3. " he laughs to himself as i see harry look at me through the rear view mirror .
he looked back at the road as i bit my lip nervously. holy shit .
~ Ten Minutes Later ~
ten minutes later we arrived at the bakery harry used to work at. louis and i walked in nervously behind harry as he hugged the old women he used to work with. " this is louis and y/n " i waved as louis hugged all of them just like harry did moments ago. we had some bread and tea while harry caught up with some friends. the whole time i stared at the way harry's lips would move when he would talk , and the way his lips curved into that sweet smile of his. i bit my lip, imaging how those lips would feel on me.
" y/n? wake up " i snapped out of my daydream to see harry snapping his fingers in front of me. " oh . im sorry . " i looked up at him and he smiled . " its alright hun. c'mon we're going home" he took my hand and helped me off the couch. as i got up, he face was a few inches away from mine . all i wanted to do was kiss him , but my dad was waiting in the car . i just smiled as i walked out the door with harry behind me.
- Later that night -
I sat in my living along with my father and harry , watching a non-stop marathon of ahs : freak show. a sex scene came on the tv. oh shit . i looked over at harry but he wasn't there . louis was asleep so i decided i was going to go look for harry. i tossed the blanket off of me and gave my dad a kiss on the cheek then ran up the stairs in search for harry. first i checked their bedroom - no harry. but then i heard a strange noise coming from the bathroom. is harry - no. he cant be. thats fucking disgusting. i held my ear to the door and jumped when i swear i heard my name. harry . my hot stepdad . was wanking to me . to my name. holy shit. i thought.