you hide in the bottom of my closet with all the memories i want to forget even thought i'll never be able to forget you.
i went around my room collecting notes, pictures, jewelry, gifts, everything that reminds me of you and shoved it in a bag and threw it in my closet.
its more like i gently placed it in a spot i'll always remember
but somehow it's so easy for you to forget
i don't understand
maybe it's because i have a hard time letting go
but i think 10 years of friendship would do that to a person
the bone we found on my birthday, i put it back in the place we found it.
i still wear the bracelets you made me for my birthday
i wear our matching hello kitty one too
our matching fake blood necklace is hanging in my closet
i don't want to forget you but at some point i'm gonna have to
it hurts to be reminded of you
i hope you understand
it doesn't mean i hate you
i could never hate you
you'll always be my bestfriend even if we aren't friends and even if you don't think of me
-j.f
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Poetrythere's a lot of things i've had time to think about now that i'm homeschooled. there's a lot i've broken and there's a lot i cannot fix but i do know that i'll be able to get better eventually and that's what i look forward to since i cannot change...
