there's something inside me that i don't like and i don't know what it is and i won't ever try to figure it out because i don't want to change, i'm too scared to change
change is fucking terrifying and change has twisted, turned, and thrashed my life around since i can remember
i don't want anyone to like me because i'll twist and turn and thrash it because i don't like who i am so i don't want anyone else to like who i am
i am better off on my own, twisting, turning, and thrashing in my own self pity with my stupid playlists crying about what and who i could be if i fucking bothered to change
but i won't
change is something i'll never do
i'll always be me
even if i can't stand to listen to my own breathing
-j.f
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the regrets are killing me and there's a lot | poetry
Poetrythere's a lot of things i've had time to think about now that i'm homeschooled. there's a lot i've broken and there's a lot i cannot fix but i do know that i'll be able to get better eventually and that's what i look forward to since i cannot change...
