living life without your presence burns my soul in a way nothing ever could
i've filled your void with meaningless people and meaningless conversations, nothing compares to you and that's what terrifies me the most.
will i ever let go?
will i forget you?
have you forgotten me?
i can't talk to you so i talk to other people, searching and grasping for a glimpse of you, it never works and i don't know what to do. i've done what i could to replace your memory but you are engraved in my heart and soul.
10 years is far too long to replace.
i miss you terribly.
i really hope i find you in someone else eventually
although i wish it was you.
-j.f
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Poetrythere's a lot of things i've had time to think about now that i'm homeschooled. there's a lot i've broken and there's a lot i cannot fix but i do know that i'll be able to get better eventually and that's what i look forward to since i cannot change...
