You never know what you have till you loose it,
Don't take everything you have now for granted,
You could lose it all tomorrow
That is one if the biggest lessons that make me what I am today and forever,
How could I have everything one day
And the next beg for it with my life.
Alone I sit everyday in my puddle of endless water created from my tears,
Love me forever,
Please never leave me,
You love me right?
Choose me only please,
I'm scared without you.
Anyone could leave me,
Anyone can take you away from me.
Please don't leave.
The fear of feeling what I felt.
The fear of being misused by strangers,
The fear of being part of the scary world
That fear creates me,
I'm scared so stay with me or die with me.
If you leave,
I have nothing,
The fear will consume me again
I hate the feeling,
So stay with me to end the fear,
Or leave me and create more fear.
It's okay,
You can hurt me if you want,
The more you hurt me
The scarier life becomes for me.
I'm scared to live alone.
I'm scared you'll leave me at any moment,
So I'll drag you with me.
I can't do it alone.
Stay with me.
Without you I'm nothing,
I have no meaning,
I'm nothing,
Life doesn't exist without you.
Stay with me.
All those feelings,
Words,
Thoughts
Is what I feel everyday of my life,
Scares me so I seek you forever.
Till the end of time.
I'm not real,
I don't know who I am,
I don't know what I am.
Stay with me.
I'm scared to feel this way.
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.
I didn't choose to be this was,
I didn't want to be this way.
I'm sorry.
I don't want you to leave,
But I dont want to die,
I want you to live,
But at the cost of my life.
It's fine.
They did this to me, I shouldn't continue the curse.
