Commander Jeon

Chapter Six

I entered Jungkook's room and shut the door behind me. He isn't there where Jimin left him on the ground. I went towards his bedroom and found him sitting on the ground with his back on his Almirah.

He had put his head on his knees and staring into the space. I tried to find water to offer him. I don't have any experience to handle a drunk man. Maybe water could help.

"She said our love is forbidden." I stopped doing what I was and looked at him. He is still staring into space. I didn't reply anything because I don't know what I have to. "My only fault is I am not from royal bloodline." He continued. "My father was a mere soldier in this army. This is my fault." His voice broke down at his last words. I hate the fact that I am concerned for him.

"Jeon, please try to sleep." I said softly. That's when he looked at me.

"Or am I not good enough to be loved?" He asked, his eyes are teary. But he wiped his eyes soon.

"No" I said as a matter of fact. "It's not like that." I want to reassure him. I am really bad at comforting people, but I tried my best. I have never seen anyone having a heartbreak in front of me.

I bent down to his level and put my hand on his shoulder. This man acts all tough in day infront of everyone. But he is a human after all so he has his own secrets and emotions buried in his heart.

"But she don't think so." He sighed.

"Maybe she wasn't for you. What if in future you find someone who will love your more than themselves."

He kept looking at me for a long time before he stood up, trying his best not to lose his balance and body control. Walking towards his almirah, he opened the almirah and took out the handkerchief I saw the other day.

"I wanted to gift her this on her birthday. But I don't think I will be even able to see her anymore on her birthdays."

"You can gift this on her wedding day." I said as a matter of fact.

He glared in my direction. Did I say something wrong. I don't know.

He sighed again and put the handkerchief in the almirah again. He sat on the bed and started untying his shoes but he couldn't so I bent in front of him and helped him. I took off his shoes.

"Put my earrings off too." I looked at up at him. So yeah he is commander for a reason. I stood up. He is sitting on the bed and I am standing in front of him and still I'm just few inches above him.

I took his earrings off too and put them on the bedside table. He laid down on the bed and started unbuttoning his shirt. I guess I should leave now.

"I will leave now." I said maintaining my straight face.

He looks damn hot in this state. Messy hair, reddish face, half unbuttoned shirt and rolled up sleeves. And the way he is looking at me through his half open eyelids is just so illegal. I want to scream because I can't handle all these hormones rushing inside me.

I hate myself he is here all sad and drunk, and I am thinking nonsense.

"Stay, just for few more minutes." He said still looking at me through his Half open eyelids.

"Ok fine." And I sat on the floor, because there's nothing to sit on except his bed.

"Do you have any love interest?" He caught me off guard with this question.

"No, or maybe... most probably no." He frowned and let out a small chuckle. 

"You are always so lost. You don't know such a simple question." He said while getting serious again.