You're Mine !

Chapter 1

                                      Anastasia
A: ''what?!'' - I shout
K: 'Calm down Ana!  My phone is dead!  And I was at the meeting!''
With each of his words, my heart starts beating faster, my legs begin to tremble from all the experiences, but I don't want to show him that I don't feel well, I want to hug him and press him to me, breathe in his native smell, I want to cry, but I can't even take a step body  does not obey, the mind is angry with him, but the heart needs him
A:''yes of course!!  Meeting!  I was so busy that I couldn't even ask someone for a phone number!?!''
K: ''when I got free I came home!''
A:''it's night now!!!''
K: ''Evening Anastasia!''
A:''Don't you dare yell at me!!''
He looks at me and I see anger in his eyes that is mixed with love, I want him to come up and hug me, and he stands and looks at me.  then at me, then at Christian, she runs to me and I hug her, hold her close to me and feel a little better, she is a small copy of her father
my little joy
A: ''why did my dear wake up?''
Sophia (my daughters): ''I want to sleep with you mom, dad''
She looks at Christian and reaches out to him with her arms to hug him.
K: ''come to dad, dad will tell you a story, and then we'll fall asleep together agreed?''
Sophia: '' okay daddy '' - she says smiling, and he kisses her on the cheek from this picture all the anger goes somewhere. All emotions start to play with me and escalate it seems that I feel everything several times stronger. Christian takes her on  hands and goes with her to the bedroom to lay her down, and I sit and tears begin to roll from my cheeks, I try to control myself but it doesn't work, I want to cry in his arms and fall asleep. A few minutes later he returns, his face is stern, does not show any  emotions, only coldness and rudeness
,,I need you...,,
K: ''calmed down?!''
A: ''Christian, honestly tell me what happened there'' - I try to speak as calmly as possible, although inside everything shrinks and waits for his answer, as if this is the only source of oxygen
K: ''I've already said everything Anastasia!'' he says rudely, but I feel that he wants to come up to me and hug me, but he doesn't and this makes my heart contract painfully, as if someone says something and doesn't want to let go
A: ''Christian!''
K:'' what?!''
A: 'My God!  Can you talk normally!?" I get angry
He takes his jacket and heads for the door.
K: 'I said!  You didn't want to listen!''
,, but right now I want it, I really want it!,,
I go up to him, and he leaves, anger and pain mix, I want to hit him, but at the same time I want to hug and kiss, I want him insanely strong and at the same time I don't want him to touch me because I'm angry
,,God, I'm going crazy, but I need him!,,
A: "go away!  They are waiting for you there !!! '' - I shout, he closes the door behind him, from anger and impotence I throw a vase on the door, it shatters into smithereens, the whole floor is in small fragments, I roll down the wall down, I cover my mouth with my hand so as not  scream in pain, tears roll down my cheeks, I want to scream as hard as I can, I don't know what to do, I want him right now, I want to hug my husband, I want to be there.
,, I want to feel his love and care, his only him ...,,
I want to go to the door and close it, but the fragments hurt the soft skin and blood starts to flow from the feet, but this pain is insignificant compared to this mental pain, I hear a ringing in my ears, and it becomes dark before my eyes, I cover my face with my hands and try to put myself in order ...