E L E N A P O V
I don't want to tell about my first kiss 😘 now itself. But it just happened 2 days back and i don't want to miss a single detail of it and the feel i got.
I had imaged literally a million time how his lips were feel on my lips. I really didn't expected really this would happen in my life i kissed HARDEN ALEXDER KARPER. For me it would be just a dream.
Exactly nearly from 1 week onwards I was asking harden for a date. Obviously he didn't accepted. When I asked him every time he used to reject me it's kinda hurting somewhat. And my brain start overthinking " he don't like me, he don't even want to be my friend, is he embarassed of me, blah blah blah....." I don't know why, but , when it comes to harden i can't stop thinking and sketch every single way what would have happen. If i don't get distracted i can really think about him continuously without any other thoughts in my brain. Sometimes I chat with his photos in Instragram.
On 15 Feb 2023 this day i really don't forget this day. From morning i didn't texted him once i kinda miss him.
Around 4 I went to have shower .
Usually i don't use conditioners became they make my hair weak. I like listening to music while iam doing my hair wash. i completed my shower i wore a black tantop and blue shorts, i had a blue cotton towel on my hair. As usual with phone in my shorts pocket with songs playing i went to wash my comb. Suddenly i got a text notifications. Noone usually text except some company massages. I completed washing my comb and came to my room, and i saw my phone and got shocked it's a massage from harden. With so much of excitement i open my phone
HARDEN : oi,
U rememberd u asked me for a date do you want to go today night for dinner.
ELENA: ok definitely
HARDEN : at 7 get ready
ELENA: ok..
It's really him he texted me for out. I am literally dancing in my room. I then quickly open my cupboard took my conditioner i went to bathroom and i applied to my hair. After keeping conditioner i came to my room and i mixed my face pack. After that immediately i went to wash room and washed my conditioner rushed to room and applied my facemask. I removed all my clothes from closet i really confused to what to wear. I tried nearly 5 outfits and choose one. My facemask got dried i washed my face it's kinda glowing, not more than my eyes.
I wiped water my smooth towel.
I wore a black jeans and black tantop with crop top on it. It really suits me very much,I kept a loops ear rings, i applied mosturiser to my face and some compact and lipbalm, i wore a ponytail. I got ready now time around 6 :45 i texted him "tell me after you are ready" and he called me come to near college entrance. I packed my door and i started walking fastly. I am kinda nervous, my heart beat raised, my cheeks became red,my hands became cold. I went so fast and waited for 5 min and then he came. He is wearing a red and white striped t-shirt, with some grey coloured track pants.
I thought why i got overdressed .
I went near his bike and in that tension i forgot how to hope on a bike. I really do nervos tensed, eventhough i managed to got on his bike and i hold his t shirt near his waist. I am so nervous. My heart playing music in my ears. As we are going the breeze hitting my face and my hair becoming messy. And the back seat i keep on sliding down and my body touching his broad shoulders.
And i am trying to go back. And his neck it is really so nice. And my brain imaging some dirty thoughts. For diverting from my thoughts i kept talking something with him. I don't know what i am even talking. After 5 min of ride the place came. I got down from bike then he parked his bike and we went inside. He had long legs he is walking so fast i kinda running before him like a small doggy.
We went inside the place is cozy with dim lights and every seating is closed with curtains. Then a girl came and showed us way to our seating and we went inside. It is some mini bed like with small table infront of us. He sat down i sat at distance from him and it is so difficult to sit far from him. My brain it really became so much dirty. And i forget to talk to him. Nothing is coming to my mind to talk, may be because it is my first time to be with him alone to spend this much time. I am telling myself stop Elena don't think about anything just talk about something. Then the waiter came and HARDEN gave our order. He is checking his phone. I then moved beside to him. Our shoulder are brushing,my thighs are touching his legs as we sat down. We saw some reels in his phone. And all colud think about is how his lips would taste. And he would me look like without that t shirt. But i really controlling so much. Then waiter came and arranged our food. But she is giving a smile and feeling shy by seeing harden i kinda jealous. She doesn't close the curtain porperly. Then i told " she doesn't closed curtain properly" then harden said " u can go and close". Then i stood up to closed it. My jeans is some what loose at my waist. i forget to keep belt,my tantop got up,i didnt thought about that and stood up to close the curtain, after getting up my mind thought "shit if forget to adjust did he saw anything" after closing properly i came and sit beside him so closely.
