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I sat in my bed for about a hour and the time passed from when Rowen was supposed to pick me up. Of course he didn't but still I just wanted to think maybe he would have.

I got up and walked over to Daniel room
"Come one we are going to golf n stuff in a hour" I said before shutting his door. I wasn't about to let Rowen nor Johnny ruin my Friday night.

I started to get ready. I wore a more revealing outfit and did my makeup and hair extra special. In reality I wasn't there to impress anyone I was doing it for myself

"Ready!!!" Daniel yelled while his door closed

"Alight I'm coming" I said with a huff as I put on some lip gloss

We started to leave the house and mom was at work so we actually really didn't have a ride to golf in stuff unless we got a bus.

"Shit I hate the bus " I said with a groan

"Yeah stop complaining I hate them too" Daniel said while standing at the bus stop

"Remeber that one time where we took the bus and I couldn't get on but you could because I didn't have any money do they left me there?" I said with a laugh before the bus pulled up

Daniel started to laugh "remeber when we slept through our stop and got dropped off on the other side of town with no money?" I was laughing at this point

We got on the bus still snickering.
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We finaly got to golf and stuff and me and Daniel walked in.

I saw a few kids who I knew that went to my school

"Wherent you supposed to go out with Rowen tonight?" Daniel asked

I explained what happened and I saw a massive change in Daniels calmness turn into pure anger.

"What a fucking dick" he said while walking up to the drink counter

"Raspberry freeze please" I said to the lady taking orders then went back to the conversation

"He is definitely jealouse" Daniel said

"Yeah" I said plainly

"OOO THEY HAVE AIR HOCKEY" I said while running up to the table and had Daniel following behind

"Ima beat you" I said with a sly smile

"Bull I'm better" Daniel said.

After hitting the puck for a while I heard a familiar voice come from one of the games behind Daniel

I froze when I saw who it was. It was Rowen with a random girl from our school and they where TOTALY all up on each other. Literally eating each others said faces. My stomachs formed a massive pit.

"BOOM I WON" Daniel yelled while looking up at the table to see me

I was completely frozen. I picked up my drink and just walked away I left Daniel there. In the reflection of one of the glasses from the machine i saw Daniel yelling at him like a little dog. I continued walking, I had some tears in my eyes I mean ever since I've moved to this fucking place I become some achohalic loser who can't seem to catch a break. Old home was so much better. I had friends, a boyfriend, and everything was just fine

I DIDNT have Johnny clawing at my sanity either

At this point I was totally crying I was looking down at the grown so no one would see my but then I bumped into somone

"Sorry" I said shortly so my voice would crack

"It's fine, oh hey yn!" A familiär voice said

"Oh hey Bobby" I said fast

"What wrong you sound weird?" Bobby asked before tilting my head up to see my crying

"Oh yn" Bobby said wrapping his arms around me and giving me a massive hug.

My cries got harder it was like opening the flood gates.

"Hey what the hell bobby I promised me you would play pack man with me!?" A also very familiar voice said but I would never want to hear especially in the condition I'm in.

"Johnny just go get Dutch to do it with you" Bobby said

"Why are you hugging yn" Johnny said while walking closer to me and Bobby

"Because-" Bobby said before getting cut off by me

"It's Fine go play Pac-Man with him I'll be fine" I said not wanting Bobby to tell Johnny I was crying

Before getting out of the hug with Bobby he rubbed my back before letting go of me.

I started to leave golf and stuff to get some fresh air. I sat on the bench for about 10 minutes before someone sat next to me

I looked to see blond hair and a red jacket

"Go away Johnny" I said while whipping my eyes

"No, what the fuck happened" he said while looking down at me and scooting closer. I got up when our legs started to touch

"You! YOY ruined everthing! I wanted to go out with Rowen and now he won't since you beat him up every single time I talk to him or flirt with him! I mean what's your deal!? The moment I came to this school alm you have been doing is fucking everthing up. I tried to be nice to you and be friends but you total just fucked it all up!" I said while a tear rolled down my face as I stood I front of him. I whipped the tear

"I-" before Johnny could finish I cut him off

"No I don't wanna hear YOYR bull shit sorry or if you ever even going to say sorry for making my life suck currently" I said

"I thought you WHWRE some bad bitch who wouldn't take shit and just doesn't cry.." Johnny said standing up

"well I'm not cold hearted and I actualy have emotions" I said this referring to him and how he is

I saw this wave of sadness come over him and I kinda felt guilt for what I said. I never knew this would hurt him

"Is that what your think of me as. A cold hearted emotionless douchbag?" He asked very calmly

"That's all I ever see with you. That all you ever show people" I said plainly but I was starring into his eyes

"Unless you can show me your not just that then maybe my opinion will change but so far no fucking progress has been made." I said before walking away from him and I to golf n stuff to get Daniel.

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