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I Kinda just stood their for a minute taking in the fact that Johnny was kissing the biggest fucking slut of the school

I felt a hand lay on my shoulder
"Hey-" I heard Daniel say very perky ish

I didn't say anything but I know he saw

"That motherfucker" Daniel said before being over at Johnny in a second

All I saw was danials fist go straight into Johnnys eye

"What the fuck man!?!" Johnny said  while holding up his first

"You can't touch me remember the tournament" Daniel said

What tournament?

"Ya Johnny why can't touch him till the all valley karate tournament" Dutch said

What the fuck Daniel just because u practice from a magazine and visit some very nice old guy doesn't mean your the shit
That must be why he came straight up to the cobras with actual balls

I started to turn around with just tears in my eyes with so many different thoughts like Daniel and this all valley but mainly the fact that me and Johnny had something exclusive

Did he use me?
Did he never like me?

So many fucking questions I mean at this point next class would be 7th period which is that last one so I'm just going to go home

My mascara is running and my eyes are puffy
I just wanna Sleep and eat food
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I got home and put some comfy clothing on I still was emotional so really anythung could make me cry like if my blanket wasn't fully on me after i tried I'd probably have a mental breakdown

(We real for that)

It was around 9:20 when I heard a knock on the front door

Mom was at work and Daniel was probably doing some karate in his room

I went to go open the door but I stopped infront of the mirror and touched up the smeared mascara that was on my face
I had a singular tear roll down my face remembering why my mascara was like this

My eyes where still puffy from crying so it definitely looks like I was crying but I bet it's just mom or Daniel ordered food

I went to open the door and once I grabbed the handle I took one big deep breath

"Hi-" a familiar voice said

I was looking down so who was at the door wouldn't see the fact I've been balling because Johnny fumbled the fucking bag

"Hey Johnny" I squeezed out trying just not to cry from hearing him

"I'm sorry" Johnny said actualy sounding sincere

"Johnny." I said sternly. You know what johnny wasn't sorry he was sorry because someone bursted his bubble from having a good time and if effected him he's also sorry that's he has consequences.

"Yes love?" He said. God butterfly's went to my stomache so fast but he's just a big stupud boy who just knows how to hit my buttons

"You not sorry and I know your not sorry. And if you where it's because you got caught sleeping around probably with some hoe that literaly ever guy has gotten with but I thought you would turn it down because you thought I was better but aparently not. Bye" I said as I closed the door

I heard footsteps go down the metal stairs and a car start i peaked the blinds to see his hitting his steering wheel. Then drive off

I checked the calendar next to me to see how many more days till my birthday

-4 more days till your guy's wonderful birthday-

-5 more days till all valley kar-ra-tayyy tournament-

-10 more days till winter formal-

WINTER FORMAL WAIT THAT SOUNDS SO MUCH FUCKING FUN

I'll get to wear a dress and get all dolled up....I won't have a date

Well I'll just go with friends. Speaking of friends what is my brother even doing at the all valley

I CANT walk i to Daniels room and have him see me like this so I'll just have to see him in the morning

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