Natasha one-shots bc why not;))

its okay

SAD SHENMWKSJ I LOVE SAD STUFF

"i think we should break up..." you look up at your now ex girlfriend from the fridge with a bottle of water in your hand and nat with a bottle vodka beside her

it's quiet

"okay." you blankly say

"okay?...what do you mean okay?" natasha is confused she expected you to be mad

"nat I saw this coming sooner or later i knew you would want to break up..." you walk around "what do you mean?" she repeats "im not dumb nat... i know you better than anyone. i see the way you avoid looking at Maria you try not to make it obvious but it's so obvious so now you just look dumb." you let out an awkward laugh
" im not gonna fight or argue with you...yeah it sucks but if you love her why should i keep you from being happy. its not fair to you." you shrug with a sad smile

you are trying so hard not to cry.

though no matter how many times you thought of this happening and tried to emotionally prepare yourself to be strong you let a tear slip quickly wiping it away

you look back up at her seeing pity and guilt in her eyes. god you hate that look.

"dont nat." you stop her as she reaches for you, you can see the small pang of hurt in her eyes but if she as much as puts a finger on you, you know you'll break.

you sniffle "you can get whatever is yours from our room." you immediately realize your mistake but you frankly can't bring yourself to speak anymore as you feel the suffocating lump in your throat

you try to swallow the lump in your throat as you speak " im gonna go to bed." you cringe at the voice crack

without looking back you walk fast her and walk towards your best friend Wanda's room

without knocking you walk in and see a lump under the covers and brown hair sticking out from the cover you slip in to the empty side of the bed beside the brunette

you're facing the back of Wanda's head before she turns around "you okay?" she asks with a raspy voice opening her eyes to be met with your sad y/e/c ones

you quickly see how her face turns from sleepy to concerned "what happened?" she sits up bringing you up with her before wrapping her arms around you and you cant help but silently cry

"whats wrong darling?" she realizes it's probably best if she just lets you cry. "its okay we can talk about it whenever you are ready." she runs her had over your back to sooth you

"come on lets go to sleep." you both lay back with you being curled into Wanda and Wanda's arm around you're stomach and her fingers running through your hair bring you to sleep.

how is everyone?

tbh idk if i've wrote something like this i hate looking back to what i've wrote.
i was gonna make this longer but i got lazy.

im working on a story so im not really updating sorry!
im trying to like write the whole story so i don't leave it unfinished and i can like update every week
and don't expect the story anytime soon bc im actually proof reading?!??!!!!
idk if i wanna write a happy or sad ending yet so ill figure it out
i think ill probably be done by summer but no promises