Midnight Snow

Chapter 16

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THERESE
I roamed my eyes around to examine my surrounding but all I can see is nothing but darkness I tried walking around to find any source of light but it's just all black just darkness all I can feel is the coldness shivering down my spine.

I was stunned for a second when I heard small whimpers but all I know is that I'm alone in this place I shaked the feeling of having someone with me and focused on finding a way out of this place but then the whimpers started to become loud cries so I have nothing to do but find that person I looked on my pathway and I can conclude that I'm inside a very cold room given the temperature It's weird how I feel suffocated in this place a feeling that every move I make is being watch and there is a shadow lurking around me

I know that I'm near that person because every step I make make the sound louder ang mas nakaka bother pa ay parang may mga nagbubulungan na hindi ko labis maintindihan when I was one step away someone suddenly grabbed my legs and pulled me but I was so damn sure that I saw and smell sampaguita

"FUCK HELPPP SOMEBODY HELPP"

I can't stop shouting because the person that pulled me won't even let go at kinaladkad lang ako nito na para bang basahan lang whoever this person is ay hindi ko alam ang kelangan nito sa akin maski muka nito ay hindi ko makita sapagkat nakasuot sya ng full black ay kamatayan ang peg ni anteh

"You deserve to die"

"Fuck you " was all I said oo kahit nasa verge nako ng kamatayan ay eto parin laman ng utak ko but deep inside I'm scared of what may happen kung noon I won't mind facing death but not this time.. not when I have find something or someone that I can live for a reason why I should still stay in this cruel world

That's why I gave my all out force to kick this person and I succeeded so despite the darkness I run as fast as I can and as far as I can I tried looking back kahit hindi ko ito nakikita just to be sure

"You can't hide from me Therese"

"I'm not hiding you idiot I'm running tsk stupid"

But all I heard was maniac laughs baliw ampotcha

Hingal na hingal nako sa pagktabo and any minute ay alam kong tutumba na ako at kung minamalas kanga naman nadapa ako I tried standing up but I was too late cause it's here..

"I told you , you can't out run me Therese.. Never I'll always be here you can't ever erase me because you're damaged and you don't deserve to be love deserve mong mamatay mag isa" here we go again with that ugly laugh seriously? hindi bagay

Tangina ano batoh gorilla at anlakas naman ata nya wala na pagod na pagod nako sa kakatakbo ko ay wala ng natirang lakas para maitulak pa syang muli and I think I'm too late dahil nakayuko na ito sa akin habang hawak hawak ang leeg ko slowly tightening the grip and if this is my end ay tangina naman I'm not yet ready

"You deserve to die go die that's your destiny remember you're not capable of love and dying is your destiny" Sinakal ako nito hanggang sa nawalan na ako ng hininga

I woke up na hinahabol bawat paghinga at naiyak I don't even know bakit ako apektado kung pawang panaginip lamang yon but it hit a nerve maybe tama sya hindi ko deserve ng pagmamahal I'm not perfect I'm damaged and my world is to messy any person might regret even entering my world it might look lovely on the outside but believe me it's like hell other might say that I'm a rose lovely yet I'm full of thorns flaws and imperfections

I cried and cried hangang mapagod ang mga mata ko I can't understand one second I'm fine then the next seconds I'm not again I know that I should not be affected by that dream but what if he or she is right that I'm meant to be alone and I just somehow deserve this suffering alone I closed my eyes and started to calm myself I should not give in lalo na sa mga panahong ito ay wala akong ibang makita kundi puro pula just fucking blood my body is shaking specially my hand its aching to hold that one thing I'm trying not to hold damn it napahilamos ako sa muka ko and