i did it...

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TW - a reference to overdosing.


"I did it!" she yelled,

As she barged into the room.

A trophy in her hand,

A proud smile on her face.


They pulled her to the top,

Then pushed her back down.

She was said to be crazy

By all those who drove her there.


"I did it..." she whispered,

As she stared at her reflection.

An empty pill bottle in her hand,

A feeling of hopelessness etched in her heart.


(Somewhere between trophies and pills,

She lost herself in the desire for perfection.

Somewhere in between pride and hopelessness,

She lost herself in the desire to feel again.)




*if you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of suicide, contact the helplines active in your state/country. you deserve to be heard and understood for exactly where you are. and know that each painful moment is just a moment; it's gonna pass. so just hold on for a little bit longer and it will get better if you want it to get better.

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