Name: Madelaine Porter
Age: 18
Gender: female
Sexuality: straight
Appearance: shoulder length curly brown hair, emerald green eyes, pale skin, hourglass figure
Outfit:
Personality: introverted, shy, helpful, understanding, smart, misunderstood, closed off, scared, nice, polite, genuine, truthful, selfless, caring, loyal, quiet, considerate, self conscious, sympathetic, respectful, insecure
Family: none
Friends: none
Likes: reading, sketching, painting, listening to music, being alone, animals, baking, people who understand her, watching movies, helping, photography
Dislikes: bullies, liars, people, no one understanding her emotions, being seen as a freak, people touching her stuff, getting into trouble, not being respected, sports
Crush: your oc
Backstory: Madelaine grew up in a foster home until the age of twelve when she began developing some mental illnesses. She would have panic attacks when people got to close or tried to hug her. She would also be silent and not talk for days. Her foster family took her to a doctor and the doctor told them she had severe anxiety disorder, depression and other mental health issues. Her foster family decided it was best to send her to a special facility so she could get help. Madelaine hated being around other people and spent most of her time in her room, outside or in the library. She has a few hobbies like reading, sketching and photography which she enjoys and is very good at. Madelaine is helpful sometimes but doesn't like to talk much. She is good at school but gets bullied by the other kids who call her a freak. This makes Madelaine really upset and can cause a panic attack. She usually has to take medication in order to help her a bit.
Illnesses/Disorders: anxiety disorder, panic attacks, depression, ptsd
Theme Song:
Doomsday by Neoni
[ Lyrics ]
I play dead
So that the monsters in my head
Think that they've done their best
And they can take a rest
I think that
I just might have played this part too well
I'm not feeling myself
And I'm wondering where I fell
Off the wagon
I'm dragging
Mud and used to love up to my attic
There's static
Where I used to be ecstatic
You can call
You can call me dramatic
But I got this nasty habitI'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Even if it's just another Tuesday
The internet is telling me
That it's depression
Yeah it's my obsession
Never learn my lesson
Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Like it's doomsdayI'm an egomaniac
On the self attack
Whatcha looking at
It's like you never seen anyone having
A quarter life crisis
I might be biased
On the scale of self destructive tendencies I think I score the highest
Why is
Everything good in my life
Overshadowed by a sinking feeling
That everything is gonna go to shit
And it's the best it's gonna get
I just want to be the kid who thought that the
World was filled with possibilities
And not so many responsibilities
And my world is falling into entropy
Could someone please just give me the keys
So I can see the world through a different screen
'Cause the one I got's not the one I need
And you could call it a modern tragedyI'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Even if it's just another Tuesday
The internet is telling me
That it's depression
Yeah it's my obsession
Never learn my lesson
Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Like it's doomsdayI play dead
So that the monsters in my head
Think that they've done their best
And they can take a rest
I think that
I just might have played this part too well
I'm not feeling myself
And I'm wondering where I fell
Off the wagon
I'm dragging
Mud and used to love up to my attic
There's static
Where I used to be ecstatic
You can call
You can call me dramatic
But I got this nasty habitI'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Even if it's just another Tuesday
The internet is telling me
That it's depression
Yeah it's my obsession
Never learn my lesson
Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Like it's doomsdayDoomsday
Doomsday
Doomsday
Doomsday
Doomsday
Doomsday
Doomsday
Doomsday
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