P'Kinn

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Chay's POV

I came downstairs...I'm not feeling well if things keep going like this soon I'm going to get panick attack soon...What will happen if p'kinn really involved with this...p'Kim said he was murdered...What will happen to hia if he get to know about this...Oh my god chay calm down...If I keep panicking like this it will only get worse...No chay be confident you can do it...Let's go!!

"Sawadi khub lung kinn" I greet politely
Lung means uncle in thai》
"Come on chay you call your brother hia then why lung for me? Heyy am I that old?"
"No p'kinn it's not like that I just thought-"
"It's okay chay you don't have to maintain formality like that maybe your brother call me oldie but trust I'm younger than him by heart" he laughed
To be honest The innocent side of me always see p'kinn as the purest soul with lot of love for my brother in his heart
But sadly I've another side of me who doesn't trust anyone...So I just gather my courage and started the interrogation
"Well I guess I'm not comfortable around you because I don't really know you that's why" I give the best Smile I've
"Then tell me chay what do you want to know about me?" There we go...I know this trick always works
"Well why don't you tell me about your family?"
"Well I guess you're right you've never meet my family besides Vegas I guess"
Yes of course I know Vegas cause he was my soon to be brother in law
"Yes" this is the best I could say right now cause it's not the right time to fall into past memories
"So my father Korn Theerapanyakul you must know him right? He's one the top businessman in Thailand"
"Of course"
"But sadly because of his nerves problem his leg paralyzed and now he is enjoying his retirement as I'm working my ass off...Damn it's really frustrating" I guess he really needs some break "And you already know that my mother passed away four years ago" Yes I know cause that's the time he found hia...And hia helped him to recover from depression
"So that's it?" I asked cause he didn't mention his brother that khun no was talking about
"No I also have a brother" he said 'have' that mean his brother is still alive
"But left our family to pursue his music career there's nothing interesting about him" Damn it!! Another failure
"But the most interesting thing is"
"Hmm?"
"Me and my brother studied in the same university as you and 'him'" p'kinn knows that I don't like mentioning Macau's name
After that we just casually finished our dinner with some useless conversation

Time Skipped

I was frustrated...After trying this hard we found nothing and specially I just doubted my brother in law for a murder case
I need some distraction so I pick my guitar and sit on the floor resting my back on the bedside...and I saw p'Kim came and sit next to me ths same way
"P'Kim I'm sorr-" he cut me of by saying
"It's okay chay it's not like I was expecting something" I can see the disappointment in his eyes
"So you can play guitar?" He change the topic
"Of course I'm a student of music faculty" and I just go with it
"Wow that's so cool...Now that I think about it I really don't know anything about you chay" He said while turning his gaze towards me...I can see the moonlight falling into his skin because of darkness of my room giving him an unusual aura...slow winds plying with his long hair...My breath hitched...God if he becomes an angel then he will be the most sinful one and if he turns out to be a devil then he will be the most godess one...
"Chay?" I came out from the daze
"Y..yes?"
"Are you okay? Your cheeks are red" I'm blushing you dumb idiot
"Ye..yeah...Why don't you try to play something?" I asked him
"Me?" He said whispering and pointing a finger towards himself...God he is so cute
"Yes you...who else is here silly?" I said while laughing
"Then can I?"
"Of course" he took the guitar hesitantly...Yes he can touch things casually but not humans...Yes I'm embarrassed that I'm jealous of a guitar...I sighed as he started to play something seems like he knows how to play guitar but how?
He started singing ~

What if what if we start to drive
What if what if we close our eyes
What if speeding through red lights
Into paradise
Cause we've no time for getting old
Mortal body timeless souls
Cross fingers here we go..oh..oh..oh
And when the light starts flashing like a photobooth
And stars exploding will be fireproof

Damn! He's voice is so angelic I can listen him for hours...It feels like a free therapy
I close my eyes to feel the music more

My youth my youth is yours
Tripping on skies sipping waterfalls
My youth my youth is yours
Runaway now and forever more
My youth my youth is yours
Truth so loud you can't ignore

He said those words looking directly into my eyes I can feel my cheeks and ears heat up

My youth is yours ~

He finish the song but before saying anything
"Ah my head!!" He screamed in pain while grabbing his head "Ahhhh" he screamed again
"P'Kim p'kim what's wrong??" I said while getting on my knees patting his back to calm him down
"Chay my head it hurts Ahhh no I can't Ahhh"
"Calm down P'Kim" I hug him tightly don't know what should I do I'm feeling helpless
5 minutes passed like this he slowly calm down but I can still hear his fade sobbing
"Chay?" He finally said
"Hmm?"
"You're holding me" oh yeah I didn't notice at all I'm holding him
Now that I realized it...I can feel his hot breaths on my neck...His hair is soft just like I thought
He slowly move his head in front of me looking straight in my eyes
His eyes are glowing with tears...cheeks and nose are red because of crying...He's looking heavenly beautiful anyone would be fool to move away from him
He slowly move closer to my face I didn't move a inch I want to know how those lips feels like...How it will feel to holding his hands
I slowly move my hands to touch his fingers I touch it but it didn't satisfied my lust so I slowly hold his hand...Yes it's not smooth or soft it's rough but so warm that I don't want to leave it
He move even more closer and whispered in an inaudible voice "Chay? You know right when you can touch me that means I'm desperate and wiling to do it?" I just know that he wasn't just talking about holding hands
"Hmm" I whispered back
"Then may I?" He asked and it was the sexiest thing ever
I nod my head and he understand what I want...He Smiled and look into my eyes then my lips slowly connecting it with his...
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CUT!!!

Okay that's it I need some water 😂
But it's not end here
See you in next chapter 😉
Btw this is the longest part I've write so far 1260 words
Thanks for reading 🦋


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