always at school I want to go home but always at home I want to go to school but always at school I want to go home but always at home I want to go to school but always at school I want to do home but always at home I want to go to school but- THERE'S NO WHERE TO FEEL SAFE- I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this make it stop makie it stop make it stop make it stop it won't stop hurting make it stop hurting I don't want to be here I wish I never existed why does it hurt is it supposed to hurt this much? I don't know what to do and everyone's mad at me- they all hate me they all hate me this is some elaborate game to them isn't it? Gain my trust them break me down and crush me into bits did you see his face when I approached him he acted like he didn't know me but he acted like he cared when I cried after church- he manipulating me I can't trust him I can't trust anybody I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared it hurts it hurts it hurts just make it stop please please make it stop I don't want to do this everything is too hard but I do want to die because I don't know if I'll go to heaven- God is probably mad at me I mess up so much and I doubt everything and everyone it's too hard I can't I can't I can't even hurt myself right I'm so useless so worthless I can't I just can't I can't do anything I don't want to get up can't I just sleep forever? I want to sleep and never wake up I don't even care about nightmares anymore I can't be awake I hate it here I hate this world I hate the fear it's never going to get better but my pain is so small compared to others but I shouldn't be scared of my own mind I don't want to be here please please just let me sleep and not wake up I canrbhhe3kl I can't do rhur u don't want to rldo th6l he he g I can't do this anymore I don't want to in so tired so weary of this j just vsnrbdbu4h4
