Honey. Sugar. IceTea (second book to love is blind)

Our life

(Finale part 3)
Pacifica POV

It's been 10 months since Mabel took over the world and married me. I'm still only fifteen and well life has been okay I guess

it's the year 2013 and Mabel took over the world completely. That's right no incursions no revolts nothing. Everyone is so afraid of Mabel and her demon army

And to put even more stress on me she's pregnant. About six months now or as the pregnant community would say. 24 weeks

Only 16 more weeks till our two bundles of joy come to this earth. And yeah I did say two

Turns out having twins might be a hereditary thing with the gleeful. And damn I am stressed

Mabel complains every minute of the day about something small that I did. And I know it's normal but Mabel has been unreasonably horny lately

And well I still get flashbacks to the incident that happened last year. Mabel promised me she would never do anything like that to me again.

But the feeling of it has already been ingrained into my mind and body like a branding seal on cattle

And Mabel doesn't seem to even be bothered to try and make me feel comfortable with her touching me again

I've also realized that Mabel probably lied about having an "abusive" and "toxic" girlfriend. And used it to make me pity her.

And the only relief I've had from all this stress was from my art. Mabel often finds it uninteresting to watch me paint and draw so she usually leaves me alone.

But it seems somewhere along the lines she realized how happy it made me draw. Or really to create anything with my two hands. And will often take it away as punishment to "discipline me".

Though if I'm being honest I prefer this over being a human punching bag

"Pacifica! Pacifica are you listening to me" shaking my head I removed myself from my daydream

"I'm sorry what were you saying" Mabel scoffed "see this is what I was talking about. you don't even listen to me anymore all you ever want to do is paint. I miss the old you" those words were like knives to my heart

Tears began to cloud my eyes "I'm sorry I'm not the way I used to be. Could you ever forgive" a giggle slipping from Mabel's pink lips "of course I can. You know how much I love"

Jumping up off the bed Mabel hugged me "but I won't always be so merciful and forgiving to you forever. So if I was you I would get my act together"

Rubbing my cheek mabel leaned in to kiss me. And involuntarily I pushed her away.

"Why won't you touch me"? looking down to the floor I bit my lip "answer me, Pacifica. Why won't you touch me!"

"B-because.."

"Because of what. Is it because I'm pregnant and no longer hot and sexy? Or is it just because you don't love me anymore"

"I don't know" the words came out like a dry whisper "what do you mean you don't know" I could tell Mabel's anger was starting to bubble over