CHAPTER 6
Hey you, it's heaven. I don't know why I am wearing a big smile, sending you this voice note. Laugh out loud.
You know... I miss you a lot. Things have been the worst with us and most of it was my fault. I know....
Maybe... I don't know... But...maybe you weren't ready to fully trust someone with your love and I get that but it felt.... I mean.. I felt I was being hidden. I felt like you were ashamed of being with me in public and that was why I was so furious and mad at you.
You were all I was looking for, all that I wanted. You made me want to wake up the next morning. You cured my anxiety and lack of satisfaction. I was so overwhelmed and that is why I was overprotective.
I couldn't keep my mouth shut I needed them to know the essence of my existence. The essence of our existence. I really loved you from the bottom of my heart but you didn't know what to do with the love.
You know... I trusted that my words wouldn't get to you and you would never know how obsessed I was with you.
Your voice, your smile which I hardly saw. The ambiguity of your name. How easy it was for people to attach it to mine. I loved it.
The next person after you was just a distraction from my reality. I thought I could get rid of the dreams. Get rid of the urge to tell you every little detail of what was going on in my life.
I don't know maybe I wasn't right for you. Maybe you loved the person, people see on social people. Girls talk to and fall in love with, talk to and want to get attached to hoping the nice guy in you would consider them one day.
Well...my reason for sending you this voice note is that I love you and I am lost and nobody can find me except you.
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Short StoryIt was Josephine hart that said.. "Damaged people are dangerous, because they know they can survive." This is a journey of Ria's memories, letters, hidden desires, dire consequences from choices made and every other reason she hanged on despite all...
