Chapter-29 Missing Him

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TAEHYUNG


Two days turned into four, and then into six. By then, I was already in misery. I have
Never felt so unproductive and useless as I felt at the moment. Although my body was
Functioning, my heart and my brain weren’t.
I miss Alpha JK.
And even if the Beta and Gamma Females
Told me that Alpha JK could handle
Himself well in times of danger, I
Couldn’t help but worry for him and
Hated myself for ignoring him before he
Left.
If this was how it felt to be away from him for just a few days, what more if he asked me
To leave for good?
I had no idea how many times I asked
Jimin if she had gotten any messages from her Beta, but she always had the same
Answer, nothing yet. And although I could see the longing in her eyes, she was
Handling herself well. Maybe she was
Already used to this.
I spent my days training to increase my stamina. Jinie was giving me a personal
Workout plan, and I didn’t need to hide. My own strength this time after Jimin
Told me I was bluffing about being weak.
So there was no point in pretending, and I just had to tell them I did work out while I was
In the orphanage, and I did morning and evening runs. But I wished
We could do more to help my wolf
Because, even with thorough training, I couldn’t feel any changes in my body.
Aside from that, Jimin gave me books that I could read. As much as I hated reading, I
Wanted to know more about the other
Species in the world, so when she told me this house had a big library and a wide variety of books, I got excited. Maybe I could find
Answers to my cross-breed
Nature.
But then I ended up reading romance novels instead. And it was crazy that for every
Male lead, I always pictured Alpha JK. I was finally convinced that I was really
Crushing on the grumpy old Alpha.
I was lost in the story I was reading when the door to the library opened and Jinie
Stepped in. “Taehyung!”
I shut the book and looked at her, confusion on my face. “Is there something wrong?”
“Namjoon got a word from the border. The Alpha and his convoy just entered the
Territory.”
I pushed my body up from the couch and found myself with parted lips, but I had no
Idea what to say. All the while, my
Heart began to thud wildly, as if it would jump out of my chest.
“Yes, the Alpha will be home soon! So if you want to fix yourself, you better get going!”
Jinie’s words snapped me from my thoughts.
I nodded my head, but I remained in my spot. “Okay.”
Jinie laughed before she grabbed the book from my hand and dropped it on the
Couch before she went behind me. Her
Hands grabbed my shoulders as she pushed me toward the door. “You need to
Move or he’ll be here and you’re still
Standing here. Jimin is already in the
Shower, so if you…”
“Yes!” I finally snapped myself out of shock and realized what I needed to do. ”
How much time do I have?”!
“It’s forty-five minutes from the border, but if it’s the Alpha driving, they might
Be here sooner, so let’s say thirty
Minutes.”
I didn’t say anything more and dashed out of the library, running my way up the stairs
While Jinie was laughing heartily as she followed me out.
As soon as I entered the main bedroom, I let my eyes wander the room before I decided
I needed to change the bedsheets and the pillowcases. The Alpha must be tired and,
Who knows, maybe he didn’t have a decent bed to sleep on, so it would be better if he
Had fresh sheets.
I began moving my ass and in just a few minutes I was done with it. I gathered the dirty
Sheets and was about to run out of the bedroom to deposit them in the laundry area
When I bumped into Jinie as soon as I opened the door. She was about to knock with a
Paper bag in her hand.
“Give me that.” She took the dirty sheets off my arms and I didn’t even object – it
Would give me more time to shower. ”
And take this.”
“What’s this?” I asked after taking it
From her hand. “Some lingerie. Jimin went out to buy some days ago to prepare for her mate’s
Homecoming, and she bought some for you too, since she couldn’t take you with her.”
The Alpha instructed both females.
That I was not to be taken too far from the
Packhouse.
“Are these mine?” I asked, grateful for these females who had been wonderful
And helpful with me while the Alpha was
Away.
“Yes, make good use of it.” She winked at me before turning her body around and
Walking away with my dirty sheets.
I closed the door and, after making sure the bedroom was in perfect shape, rushed to
The bathroom and stripped off my
Clothes. I was in a hurry, but I had never scrubbed myself as hard as I did at the
Moment. I wanted to make myself
Squeaky clean and smooth for the Alpha.
Just the thought of seeing Alpha JK was making my pussy throb – hard, really hard.
I dried off and applied a lotion that smelled like crushed freesia. Alpha JK told me at
One point I smelled like one and I had no idea why, but since he liked that smell I asked
Jimin to buy me this lotion together with the hair coloring to
Cover my roots.
The good thing about Jimin and Jinie, they never asked. They just bought me the things
I needed, plus some clothes, and didn’t even ask me to pay for them, even if I offered to
Give them my money.
I was already naked when I checked the inside of the paper bag. I picked up the first set
Of babydoll lingerie. White? Too
Modest.
Black? Too safe.
I had no idea how many were inside the paper bag, but I saw a red one in the midst of it and fished it out immediately.
Skimpy and the sheer lace covering will almost hide nothing. Just perfect.
I had never worn this one before because
I simply didn’t have the money to buy it. But I think I liked it already. Despite
Having many strings and garters, it was not that complicated to put on. In just a few
Minutes, I was already set, but then I didn’t want to wait for him inside the bedroom. What if it took him hours
Before he came up here? I would rather
Meet him at the front door.
I only needed something to cover me up. I had to wear a hoodie or a jacket because it
Was a chilly night. So I opted for tight leggings and the Alpha’s loose shirt.
Better if he had no clue what was waiting for him underneath these clothes that he
Considered ugly.
I brushed my teeth and tied my hair into a high ponytail before giving the bedroom one
Last look. I had all the
Scented candles lit up, and the room
Looked fresh.
I did well! Who would say I am not a perfect Omega?
I giggled softly as I made my way out of the suite and bumped into Jimin, who was
Looking fresh as well, with a wide smile
On her lips.
“Aren’t we excited?” She asked.
I nodded my head and we held hands as
We walked together down the stairs to the main door of the packhouse.
Gamma Namjoon and Jinie were already standing by the foot of the steps facing
The packhouse grounds. And they were
Not alone.
There were many females on each side, and all of them looked excited.
“What’s going on?” I asked Jimin in a whisper as we walked toward the Gamma
Couple.
“The Alpha’s entourage is mainly mated males, so those waiting are their females.
“Oh.” That was the only thing I could
Come up with to say. I let my eyes roam over the whole grounds, and I could
Count more than twenty females around,
Maybe even thirty. He took many with him. Was the task so dangerous that he needed
Many reinforcements?
“We’re not the only ones feeling giddy tonight,” Jimin added as we stood beside
Jinie.
“You smell lovely, sweetheart,” Jinie whispered in my ears, and I couldn’t help but grin
Widely.
“Thank you…” My response got lost in the air as the sound of approaching cars
Echoed around us. Soon, most of the
Females around us started to squeal softly
In delight. They mirrored the exact
Emotions I had, I was just good at hiding
Mine.
Or so I thought. The moment a red four-wheel-drive car
Came into view and with Jinie pointing out that it was the Alpha’s car, my heart.
Began thudding loudly as a big smile curled on my lips.
I wanted to run and meet the car halfway because of the excitement I felt knowing he
Was there, but I restrained myself.
Relax. Breathe in, breathe out.
The Alpha’s car came to a halt as six more cars behind him stopped. Soon, one by one,
The doors of the car behind him opened, and out came men from them.
The females were running to meet their mates while I kept biting my bottom lip.
Where the fuck is my Alpha?
The passenger door of his car opened and
Beta Yoongi stepped out. In seconds, Jimin
Launched on her feet and ran towards
Him, all the while my eyes were pooling with tears. He certainly didn’t want me here.
Maybe that’s why he didn’t want to
Come out.
Finally, I saw movement in the driver’s seat as the door opened. And as if in slow
Motion, Alpha JK climbed down.
I blinked back the tears I was holding off as my eyes feasted on his features. His hair
Had grown a bit long and the last few
Days of stubble were evident on his face. He had just a fitted t-shirt on him and it looked
Like his body had become more
Buffed and tanned.
He stopped just beside his car, his eyes staring into mine, and I had no idea what
To do next.
Should I run as the others did? Or… “Approach the Alpha. He’s waiting for you …” Jinie spoke in a whisper without taking
Her eyes off the view in front of us.
I swallowed hard before taking the first step and walked toward the Alpha. I wanted to
Run to him earlier, but seeing
The cold expression on his face made me change my mind.
But this is it. At least he was home.
I stopped in front of the Alpha and bowed my head, and my gaze remained on the
Ground. “Alpha JK, welcome home…”
“Did my Omega miss me?” His deep, baritone voice sent shivers down my
Spine, down to my core.
I discreetly clamped my thighs together as I nodded my head and bit my bottom lip.
My gaze was still down, finding comfort in staring at the crotch of his pants
Because I could see movement in there.
Even if he didn’t want me here, at least I knew he still desired my body.
A strong finger curled under my chin,
Tilting my head up. Our gaze locked, and despite the stoic expression on his face, the
Expression in his eyes was mirroring
Mine.
I was wrong. He did miss me.
“Words, Omega. I want to hear words.”
“I miss you, Alpha…” My words were cut short when his lips crushed into mine
And the world stopped spinning. 1
He was kissing me bruisingly hard. It was too painful that I knew it would be
Swollen soon, but I didn’t mind. I basked
In the pain and the ecstasy of his kiss. He was kissing me in front of his pack,
And I didn’t care anymore what I would look like as I coiled my arms around his neck.
My hands grabbed his hair tightly as I pushed my body up just as his hand cupped my
Ass and lifted me off the ground. My legs automatically wrapped around him, gripping
His waist tightly and pressing my body closer against his.
His plump lips watered my already dehydrated body, and slowly, all my
Senses were coming back to life.
His hand was on the back of my head,
Holding it in pace as we continued to kiss each other, passionately and hard. I was
Pouring out all my feelings of missing him for almost a week while internally
Rejoicing that the Alpha missed me.
The Alpha was the first to withdraw from our kiss, resting his forehead against mine
While I was still clinging to him. I whimpered softly, not wanting to break the kiss, but I
Dared not kiss him again. I didn’t want to break the magic between
Us, because for now, the Alpha seemed to like me when I was not too aggressive.
“You can kiss me more, later.” He chuckled softly, his peppermint breath fanning
Against my face.
I nodded my head slowly. My eyes were still closed, still reeling from the feel of his kiss
And his warmth. I felt his wet lips. Peck mine before he let me down on my feet. My front
Brushed against the hard thing poking under his pants, causing my core to throb and
Wetness to ooze out of
My pussy.
Thank Goddess, we were out in the open air.
The Alpha’s arm slid across my back as his hand clamped around my waist, pulling my
Body to his side as he faced
The crowd of warriors he came home with.
“It has been a long and tiring journey. All of you worked hard and deserve a good night.
So attend to your females and you’re allowed to stay in until noon time. But I will see
You after lunch to discuss. The pros and cons of this assignment.” “Yes, Alpha!” Everyone chanted with a bow of their heads and I couldn’t help but
Swallow knowing all eyes were on the
Alpha and me as he clutched my body
Closer to his.
“Very well then, have a good night, men!
He didn’t wait for any reply this time,
As he turned his body to face me and
Scooped me up into his arms.
My eyes widened. My arms snaked
Around his neck as he carried me in bridal
Style, heading for the front door.
“Welcome back, Alpha!” Gamma
Namjoon greeted him and I saw the way his eyes were teasing Alpha JK, but the
Alpha’s stoic expression didn’t change.
“I assume everything is in place?” He asked him as they walked side by side through
The hallways of the packhouse. Jinie was on the other side of the Gamma
And was winking at me.
I was trying to suppress a smile from
Curling on my lips, but Jinie was making
It hard.
“Yes, all in place.”
“Then let’s call it a day. We’ll talk
Tomorrow.”
Gamma Namjoon and Jinie stopped by the foot of the stairs while the Alpha
Proceeded upstairs. “Have a great night, Alpha. You’re
Allowed to stay in until noon.” The Gamma called after us, using the words Alpha JK
Gave to his men.
“I’m allowed to stay in until dinner,” he replied, and my eyes rounded as I glanced back
At Jinie, who was giggling quietly beside Gamma Namjoon.
Jinie blew me a kiss before she waved goodbye and turned around to leave with her
Mate.
And soon, it was just me and Alpha JK, and my heart began to thud loudly again.

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