Daydreaming

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Okay so the prompt is Soda is in love with Steve but he just can't tell him and he keeps daydreaming about it hence "Daydreaming".
Song: Ceilings by Lizzy McAlpine

Ceilings, Plaster

I stared at the ceiling, letting my mind roam free. Thinking about Steve. My best friend since childhood.

Can't you just make it move faster?

Why can't he tell me he loves me yet? I asked myself.

Lovely to be sitting here with you

Earlier today we were sitting together. Laughing about an inside joke we've had since sixth grade.

You're kinda cute but it's raining harder

It started to rain and we didn't have an umbrella or raincoats. But my does he look cute soaked.

My shoes are now full of water

My shoes became soak and wet.

Lovely to be rained on with you

I looked at Steve, him all soak and wet. He looked good. He looked amazing.

It's kinda cute but it's so short

He looked at me and smiled. I loved everything about his smile.

Then you're driving me home

He offered to drive me home and I accepted of course. We ran into his car and laughed at ourselves for not thinking about this sooner. He started the car and we started driving down.

And I don't wanna leave

When we pulled up to my house, he stopped in front. I didn't want to leave his car. I didn't want to leave his side.

But I have to go

"Alright! Here's your place!" Steve said. "See you later Soda." I don't wanna go. But I need to.

You kiss me in your car

He leans in towards me. I thought he was gonna kiss me but he just gives me a hug.

And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before

I get out and walk up to my front door with Steve driving away.

Before

That was before. But...it all changed a few months later.

Bedsheets, no clothes

I made love to my boyfriend, Steve. It was slow and sweet.

Touch me like nobody else does

I cherished every kiss, every moan, the way he held me, the way he said I love you.

Lovely to just lay here with you

We just layer there, together. His arms wrapped around me. My arms snaked around his torso.

You're kinda cute and I would say all of this

I just wanna tell him how much I love him.

But I don't wanna ruin the moment

I just stared at Steve's face, admiring every detail. Admiring him.

Lovely to sit between comfort and chaos

He was reckless, kind, hyper, everything I loved that I loved about him.

But it's over

"Alright! Here's your place, Soda!" I snapped out of my daydream.

Then you're driving me home

He drove me home. It was all a daydream.

And it kinda comes out as I get up to go

"Oh I'll see you later, Steve!" I got out, walked to my front door, and watched him drive off.

You kiss me in your car

That's what I keep thinking about. What if he just kissed me in the car?

And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before

I just want him. I yearn for him, I want him to love me in a way I can't even describe.

But it's not real

But it'll never happen.

And you don't exist

Steve will never be my boyfriend

And I can't recall the last time we first kissed

Every moment I think of is fake.

It hits me in the car

I realized...

And it feels like the end of a movie I've seen before

I gonna keep daydreaming for the rest of my life.

Before...

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