What we had ~Luis Mendoza~

Chapter 11

Y/n pov

Arriving at the party I can't stop this intense gut wrenching feeling of self pity and disappointment. How In the world did I let this happen again...another person who only had bad intentions into my life

And the bad thing is...I was actually starting to open up and allowing myself to feel again

"Y/n how excited are you!!!?" Emma pulls me out of my thoughts and shakes me side to side

"Extremely" I give a small grin
"Come onnnnn it's time to let loose and drink bitch!" She pulled me out of the car practically dragging me into the house

Immediately I'm taken back by the god awful smell of body odor, sex, weed, and most importantly alcohol

"It's time to get fucked upppp" she hands me a shot of a drink I've never seen before
One turns into two and two turns into...well you know the rest

Before I know it I'm in what I assume is the living room and I'm dancing to whatever song was playing
I may or may not be a little tipsy

I'm suddenly knocked roughly into making me jolt back almost falling
I quickly catch myself and turn to see who the bum is

I met eyes with Braxton and immediately turn around
I'm no longer as drunk as I was before and I go to find Emma or Jamie

"Wait please" Braxton slurs grabbing my arm swinging me back around to face him
"Let.me.go" I tug he goes to grab me with his other hand but it was already occupied with some sort of strong alcohol

As soon as his other hand came my way the drink splashed all over my white dress, the coldest making me gasp.
"I'm sorr-y" Braxton slurred again now trying to wipe the drink off with his hand dropping the rest of the drink on the ground

"I think you've done enough" someone form behind him grabs the back of his shirt and pulls him roughly away from me

"Wo-oahhh t-her-eeee" Braxton let's out a chuckle and looks up at..Luis

I don't stay much longer to see what happened next and start pushing my way through still trying to find Emma or Jamie

Im frantically searching and suddenly I spot Jamie in a corner
"Jamie..Jamie I-" im so in shock that I can't spit out what had just happened
Jamie looking confused and concerned asks "what the hell happened?!"

"Braxton- and then...Luis came and- I..I" I blanked again
"Dude...You need this more then I do" some guy next to him sticks his hand out handing me a blunt

I made eye contact for a split second and grabbed it
"Y/n you don't have to if you-" I cut Jamie off
"I'll...be fine, I'm going to go find Emma" I feel calm now ready to forget about the night
Jamie makes sure to give me the 'are you sure' face but I nod and start to squeeze through the crowd again

I soon find Emma dancing in the crowd
Even though I want to tell her about what just happened...I also feel like I should just let her have fun
She's been dealing with me for a while and she probably doesn't want my problems to ruin her drunken state right now

I suck it all in and find the bathroom
I look in the mirror
I.look.a.wreak.

Grabbing wads of toilet paper i wet them and try to dab out the big brownish yellowish spot on my dress
It's no use,it's most definitely going to stain
I sigh in defeat and walk out

I remember what the guy next to Jamie had just given me and decide...fuck it
I make myself another drink making sure it's extra strong and chug and then another and maybe another or 5

I'm feeling great at this point and I'm on a search for a lighter for my next adventure

I spot a rando that looks like they would most likely have a lighter in her purse

"Excu-use me b-ut would y-ou by any ch-nace have a l-ight?" I slowly slur
"Oh of course babe" she digs out a hot pink lighter handing it to me with a smile
"Tha-nk y-ou! I'll t-ry to fin-d you to re *hiccup* ret-urn this" I tried my best to form a sentence

"Oh don't worry girl keep it" she winked at me and continued to dance with her group of friends

I immediately thought to find a private area to smoke
I find myself a bedroom that was surprisingly unoccupied
"Well *hiccup* w-ell wel-l look wh-at you done f-ound y/n" I smile to myself proudly

I instantly open the window that led out to the roof and had an even better idea
What would be more private then the roof?!

I slowly climbed out onto the roof almost falling back a few times

TBC........

(Well then y/n has gotten herself into quite a time huh😂 but actually what the hell was she thinking going on the roof 💀 love you all sooooooo much and hope you liked the chapter!!!!💗🙏)

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