I'm alive + love rant

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I didn't kill myself as I intended. I'm still alive and making my way through life... I'm still struggling with my relationship with friends and also I'm scared that the person I like doesn't like me back.. And if he does then I still don't know how to ask him out. I don't even know if he wants to date at all.. So I'm kinda just stuck 😅 Yet I have a bad habit of getting jealous when he talks about his boyfriends (he's polyamorous) and his close friends.. I don't mind him being poly, or dating other people, I'm just jealous that I'm not one of the people he's dating... I don't want to come out and say that though because then It'll be weird.. And he already has dealt with so many people people liking him that he doesn't like back. So much so that he feels he can't have friends.. And I don't want to play into that trend but I love him so much, and I have liked him for MONTHS.. Maybe I'm just a coward but I have no clue what to do...

If anyone has advice I'm willing to take anything

Update Book lolजहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें