Chapter 5: A J-Hopeless Love

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[J-Hope's POV]

Dismissing myself from the kitchen while they were cleaning up, I ran into the bathroom. I had to take a look at myself just to make sure I wasn't burning red. Though I wasn't red, my face look like a wall filled with all types of graffiti.

Right away, I knew that this was V and Jungkook's doing. How embarrassing! Ugh! I sat there in front of her with these stuff drawn on my face. I even hug her and...I am going to kill them once we get home.

Grabbing the soap in one hand, I began scrubbing at my face with warm water. Finally being able to look back up to the mirror, the drawings were now gone. I wipe my face onto one of the towel that had a strong smell of Jae Hwa on it. I wonder if she use this towel when she showers.

"What are you doing? Get your head out of the gutter." I exclaim as I slap myself with a wide smile still there.

I quickly look into the mirror, fix my hair and smile at myself as I clutched tightly at my chest. I know what I must do before the night ends.

I dash out of the bathroom and ran down the stairs, almost running into Jae Hwa. She gave me a serious look as she took a step back to put more distance between us but it made no difference because I took two step closer to her.

"Step out for a bit...I need to talk to you." Jae Hwa warily said as she open the door to the front porch.

The air outside was cool but not too cold which was nice considering that summer was approaching. The street light reflected off of her hair and face making her look like a goddess. This was the perfect moment for a confession. Wait...was she perhaps...confessing to me too? Oh...I have to confess first before she could say anything.

Turning to her, I softly place my hands on her shoulder, bringing her into a hug.

"I love you too." I smile, whispering softly into her ear. My hand moving to her lower back but then she push me back a bit.

"I was just going to tell you that you guys will have to sleep in the living room since there isn't any guest room" She sigh as she put more distance in between us. "Besides...J-Hoe-"

"J-Hoe?" I interrupted, feeling a bit hurt that she didn't even bother to remember my name. I clearly said that my name was J-Hope and that I was her HOPE but...I guess I can be her HOE too if she want. "It's J-Hope not J-Hoe..."

She gave me an annoyed look as if she couldn't care less which, I must have to be the stupidest person alive, because it made my heart flutter.

"Oh...J-Hope. Well then, let's go back inside." Jae Hwa stated as she turn to leave only to be pull back to her original position.

We stood there for a couple of second as I let her soak in the chemistry we had between each other. I continue to smile at her brightly as I thought of the possible response I could get from her. It could be a kiss, a confession, or a shy smile. Not being able to contain myself anymore I spoke up.

"I really like you...would...could...no..." I pause for a bit as I took in her beauty and manage to gather all of my courage to say the next line. "Let's start dating."

Seconds pass us by as she stood there staring at me with an uninterested look which made me nervous of her response.

"Uhh...I am flatter but...how would you put it?" She began as she back away from me. "I don't like you like that. To be honest, I can't even stand you." She finishes as she look me dead serious in the eyes.

"So...is it a possible maybe?" I ask as a knife continuously stab at my heart. I stare at her and for the first time, I notice how her beauty mask her coldness. Refusing to take no as an answer, I took a step closer to her, grabbing her softly be her wrist.

"If I were you...I'd give up on this hopeless one sided crush." Jae Hwa concluded, sounding as emotionless as a robot. She turn to leave but my grip tighten as I felt my own throat constrict.

"Why...how could you just refuse it without even giving me a chance?" I question, looking her in the eyes, this time not a playful look but a serious one.

Without even answering my question, she release herself from my grip and left me standing on the porch alone. Now it was just me and the streets, feeling empty and hollow.

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Not letting her rejection get me down, me and the other two had a little rap battle that got me smiling within minutes. We were all sitting on the floor where the blankets were laid out for us but as for Jae Hwa she wasn't. I was ignoring her since she was watching her TV shows and for sure, probably forgot all about my confession already.

I would make her life a living hell if she was to have forgotten all about it. I mean, I confess to her which is something that should make a woman feel special about even if they don't feel the same. But...her...huh I don't know what to do with her anymore.

She's like an ice queen. Cold on the outside and on the inside. But, hey, I don't mind a little challenge. Well, it isn't exactly a challenge if you have a trick up your sleeve.

Stepping away from the others, I walk towards where she sat. I abruptly stop, surprise from seeing her sleeping like a newborn baby. She laid there on the sofa all scrunch up into a ball.

I softly pick her up as I shush the the guys to lower their voices. I would be lying if I say I didn't struggle carrying her up the stairs but even as I struggle, I manage to make it alive without dropping her.

As I open the door to her really organize room, the scene from earlier today replay in my head, causing a smile to form on my face as I felt myself tingling.

After laying her down, I pull her blanket over her body up to her shoulder. Pushing back her hair from covering her face, my finger slowly trace over her silk like skin.

"I'm sorry...but I think that from now on, I might make your life a living hell." I smile softly at her as I turn the light off and close the door.

A/n:

Hey there my BEAUTIFUL readers!!!

Here is another update so I hope that you enjoyed it. If not then...it won't hurt my heart.

[Cries silently inside ma heart...]

Anyways, I want to know your opinion. Who is a better ship? VHope or JiHope??

*Credits to the owner of the GIF above.


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