My beauty my curse

Ch 29

Nandini was hugging Manik tightly

Nandini thinks: Thank you Manik for believing in me. Agar tum uss raat meri himmat nahi bante toh pata nahi aaj kya ho jata

Flashback 

N: Why is the Moon goddess punishing us Manik? Why? How will you run the pack without the next line in heir. Our pack will never support us

Manik break the hug and cupped her face

M: There is a solution! I am not sure if this is even a solution or not but this is something that popped in my mind

N: Manik saaf saaf bolo chal kya raha hai tumhare mind mein

Manik gently cupped her face: Nandini you have the powers that even you are not aware of but as time passes you will get to know about your power. Phele Guru ji ko bas laga tha ki tum tino tatvo (elements) Jal (water), wayu (air) anu agni (fire) but jaise jaise tumhari shaktiyo ka andaja hota gaya waise hi Guru ji ko tumhare hone ka aarth (meaning) samajh mein aane laga

Nandini confused: Manik yeh tum kya bol rahe ho? Guru ji ne mujhe kabhi kuch kyu nahi bataya

M: Nandini tum SHRISTI ho! Tumhare hatho mein puri Shristi ki dor hai. Purey Bhahmaan ki DEVI; NANDINI!

Nandini is shocked to say the least. How could she be the "Ultimate power"? All her life she has been nothing but a weakling, who couldn't protect her parents and herself growing up from Harshad.

M: I know it's too much to take; all together at once. You are not weak Nandini; you are the ultimate power.

Puri Shristi ki dor tumse judi hai aur tumhari; mujhse. Jaise jaise hamara pyar badega waise waise tumhari shaktiya bhi badhengi. Iss liye harshad har ek koshish kar raha hai ki hum ek naa ho paye...

N: Par Manik aab toh chand chup gaya hum ek kaise hongey?

M: Nandini tumne suna nahi meine kya hai; Tum Shristi ho! Beeta hua waqt kisi ke liye wapas nahi aata par tum; tumhare hatho mein toh waqt ki dor hai. Khich lo uss waqt ki dor ko; aur piche kar do iss waqt ko

Nandini looked at him shocked. Does she have the power to change the time? Can she go back in the past or maybe look to the future? If her Manik believes in her so much; she can try going back in the past but how will she do it? Can she just say "Go back in time" and the universe will just obey?

N: Par kaise?

M: Put all your power and concentration in that one thing and see the wonders

Nandini closes her eyes and thinks hard about changing the time and going back to an hour ago. She tries but nothing changes; tears starts flowing through her eyes

M: Ssshh.... Nandini I know you are trying but don't cry Jaan. You know your tears hurt me more and like I said before there is no guarantee it will work; it was a long shot.

Nandini shakes her head negatively and still doesn't dare to open her eyes. If she can go back in time and change their fate; she will do it for her love; for their love. She remembers when Manik said if they don't mate in this full moon they won't be able to mate till next 1000 years. Can you stay away from her mate for that long? She wants to try her luck and still go ahead with the mating process but she is scared; scared for his life. If they mate any other time one of them will have to die. She doesn't want to breathe in the same air where her Manik is not present.

Nandini was so engrossed in her fight with her heart, her insecurities and fear that she didn't even realize the wind started blowing crazy; the thunderstorm struck in the sky. The storm that was going inside her head was reflecting in the nature. Manik was concerned; he knew he asked her to do this but he himself wasn't sure if this was possible. Now he is concerned with the chaos that was happening; he got an idea what's going inside her head.