I couldn't believe it. Tears began to flow from my eyes, my legs seemed unable to support my weight and I fell to the ground. I knelt on the ground with a test in my hand and tears in my eyes.
"I-I don't believe it"
"Honey" Kate hugged me and I couldn't hold back the tears any longer and I started to cry.
The boys also came to me and hugged me
"It's going to be okay, don't worry Liv, we'll get through this together" Josh said
"I don't want my child to grow up without a father. What if I'm a bad mother? I'm only 18, I'm not ready to be a mother" I started to stress
"Olivia, calm down! You'll be a great mother, I've known you all my life, I grew up with you and I know you'll be a great mom, and maybe your child is not going to have dad, but they are going to have 5 great uncles to make up for them" said Dylan
"And maybe it's not even true, the test can lie, tomorrow we'll go to the doctor, okay? Now, let's go to bed" said Jack and picked me up and carried me to bed
"Stay here with me" I told them and they did, laying down next to me on the bed and on the floor.
After a while, everyone fell asleep, but I couldn't, thoughts were still running through my head:
"what if I'm a bad mom?" "Should I tell Neymar?" "Will he want them?" "What if he coughs on us?" "He doesn't want me anyway, so he won't want the child either" "But what if he wants them"
I decided to put the video on Instagram. And I'll leave it to fate. I'm just very sorry that cassandra didn't write to me, we had a list of things we want to do on my 18th.
"Liv why aren't you sleeping?" Dylan asked me
"I can't"
"Come here" I lay down on his chest
"What are you thinking about?"
"Is it a good idea to put a video on a stork and leave it up to fate if Neymar sees it"
"What is your heart telling you?"
"That I should do it"
"So what are you waiting for" I smiled at him and did it
"Well, go to sleep, we have a hard day tomorrow" he grinned
"Good night" I gave him a kiss on the cheek and went to sleep, I fell asleep within about 5 minutes.
In the morning I woke up to someone hugging me
"Good morning darling" I kissed Stella's hair
"Good morning Liv" the guys said
"Stell come on let's go downstairs and let liv get dressed ok?" she nodded and grabbed Josh's hand. They went downstairs and I went to shower.
I got into the shower and turned the cold water on myself. I was thinking about all of us. I remembered that I had promised myself that I would never enter Brazil again, but if I am pregnant I will have to return there someday. I pushed these thoughts away and went to get dressed. I wore this
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