The right love

Long night

"I can't fall asleep" she said

"Yeah umm come in hurry up its freezing" I said back whilst ushering her inside. She came in and stood at my door awkwardly.

"So you can't sleep then" i said breaking the silence

"No i just i don't know i feel like i need you there. I'm sorry i just came here i probably woke you up I'll just go now" she said awkwardly walking towards my door

"Le stop. I'm glad you're here i sleep better when you're here aswell." I pulled her towards me into a hug and she cuddled into me tighter. God I'm in love with her.

"Grace" she said quietly

"Yeah"

"I really like you"

"Me too Le. Now you want to go to bed because in exhausted and i do have late training tomorrow at 11 but i still need to get up at half 9 so let's go." We walked up the stairs and i gave her one of my hoodies to wear as her pyjamas were a bit revealing not that I mind but I want her to feel comfortable and warm.
"I like your clothes" she mumbled whilst climbing into my bed
"I like you in my clothes" I laughed and crawled onto my side of the bed. She lay on my chest and cuddled into me tighter. I think I fell asleep because I opened my eyes and I saw a light flashing through my room. I patted Leah's side of the bed and she isn't here.
"Le" I said with panic in my voice. I can hear cries coming from my bathroom. No what's happened. I ran to my bathroom and saw Leah on the floor curled up into a ball.

"Le what's happened are you okay should i ring an umm shit what are they called the uuhhh the doctor in car people" I rambled god I hate certain words.

"Paramedics babe and no ooww they can't help no one can. It's my period well that and another thing but it can't be stopped. I'm not due on." She cried out with pain in her voice

"Le it's okay we all have them, do you need pads or anything. Hold on I'll go get a hot water bottle and you can tlak to me in our bed you can't stay on the floor" I said and ran downstairs to get the stuff she needed. Once I came upstairs I gave her the products and left her to clean herself up. She walked out with tears streaming down her face.  I put my hand on her waist and lead her to bed. She lay down and I put the hot water bottle on her stomach and lay behind her. My hand is on her hip but she just winced I'm hurting her so I've moved my hand.
"No it's not you Grace your touch helps it. It's not sensitive to touch, I just have pain in my stomach and back." She said with pain in her voice

"Okay I'll cuddle you gently. Do you have umm endo thing i don't know how to say it baby i just no what it is my mother has it but only mildly" I questioned

"Yes i have endometriosis. It hurts during my period and after well mostly during.." she said but stopped herself why did she stop

"After but mostly during what Le" I questioned

"Sex ,during sex. Certain things just hurt and i can't do anything to help it. It's within a week before or after my period it hurts during sex the rest of the time I'm fine" she said clearly worried about what I would say next. Obviously I want to have sex with her but not if it hurts her.

"It hurts you, wait but if you're on now then the week would be near when we had sex. Did i hurt you Le" I said now worried I had hurt her

"God no you didn't hurt me. Grace that night was one of the best of my life. It just hurt a little bit but I'm used to it. I know you wont want to do it now becuase you're terrified of hurting me so that's okay I'll leave and you can have someone else" she started crying and went to leave my bed. But I've pulled her back into my arms.

"Leah listen to me i dont care if i never have sex with you ever again i don't love you for that i love you for those gorgeous blue eyes you have that make me fall for you more ecery second and god your laugh i try so hard to make you laugh just so i can hear it again. Ofcourse i dont want to voluntarily cause you pain but if you want us to have sex i can't stop that because it is your choice and my choice. I understand why you woukd think i would want someone else but no i want you sex or not. I can help you find painless or less painful ways whatever you're comfortable with i don't care Le." I ranted whilst holding her tightly

"Your in love with me" she said crying more

"Really i practically just did a speech for you and you only heard a few words" I said

"I'm in love with you too i didn't want to say it incase you didn't love me back" she said whilst turning to kiss me
"And no i heard it all. I want to try new things or change old ways so that it hurts less as long as you want to Grace" she said

"Im happy with that, but has the pain gone down a bit?" I asked her whilst I spooned her more

"It has, thank you mi amor but can we go back to sleep now? I'm so tired," she laughed then yawned

"Ofcourse Le"

"I love you Grace goodnight" she whispered, making my heart melt

"I love you too Le" I whispered in her ear and kissed her head. I hope she feels better tomorrow. I can't bear to see her in pain again.

An: I made this chapter based on a suggestion. I would love to hear your opinions and suggestions so I can change things and make chapters you want to read. I have some ideas but I don't know if use will like them. I was thinking to have Grace be pregnant with Blake's baby but it's up to yous.