Love Benefits (Book 1)

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INBOX

bebe boy
01:25

I'm sorry, largus
I know I've devoted myself to you, and I promise I will stay with you, I'll wait until you also feel the same way about me
but I think all this time, everything is just wrong
I think I've devoted everything I have to you and that I don't have anything left in me
I'm really sorry for taking so long

maxine, why are you sorry?
didn't you know that I'm so proud of your decision?
I'm so happy that you can finally choose yourself without thinking that I'm your responsibility
I'm so proud of you, maxine

so don't be sorry because you did that
after all, I've been too harsh to you because I really don't want you to fall deep when I'm not even healed
we are not both okay in this society we both live in
we are both broken, and we are still looking for ourselves

you've just always impressed me, every time
you just proved that you are really my strength and hope for healing
that whenever I witness you trying something to move forward, you also give me hope and motivate me to do the same
although mine was different from yours, you were always my hope
you always give me this kind of feeling that having you by my side have a benefits
 
so don't be sorry, katulad din ng sabi mo
wrong timing, tama naman
I should say sorry too

I like you, largus
more than you know
I might have done that, but please let me let you know that you are still the one I like

not love?
I mean, sorry for asking, but you always said that you loved me before you went to sleep

I realize that it was a bit much hehe
kasi how can I love you when I can't love myself yet
maybe... once everything between us and our family is already okay, we can try?

I'll wait
just like how you waited for me
go to sleep na, you still have a big day to see tomorrow

sige, good night!
drive home safely. sorry, I can't talk to them, so you can stay here sana
kahit naman papano, may hiya ako

buti naman may natira pa

grabe ka naman sakin
umalis ka na nga! Good night, bebe boy!

good night, maxine