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biological father siguro
23:59

good evening, max
I just heard from your mom that you two are having a girl's night, I hope you had fun
about what happened before, I'm really sorry for everything I never wanted to leave you alone crying but that all I can do since I can't have you by my side that time

just please know that no matter what happen you are always my daughter, my first daughter and will always be

hi po, you don't need to tell me na I'm your only daughter indirectly
I don't want to create any unnecessary arguments with your other kid just because of what you've said
you don't need to let me know about that since up until I now, I refuse to embrace the fact that I have a siblings with your new wife

and don't worry naman po, I'm trying my best not to be filled with hatred towards you
I'm tired of everything, I'm tired of asking nor questioning what went wrong with our family
this is the least and most hate things I can do, so no matter how much I hate this I'll try to take a step to accept it

thank you, maxine
thank you for not hating me so much that you can still try your best to accept my mistakes

wala naman po akong magagawa
kahit baliktarin ko ang mundo, walang kwenta kung gaano kalaki ang galit o pagmamahal na meron ako para sayo kasi hanggang dulo ikaw pa rin ang tatay ko
masakit po pero ito na lang yung kaya kong gawin para na lang po kay mama at siguro para sakin in the future

I don't know, I'm not sure if this will surely benefit me
if my decision is right or not, but at least I'm trying to break free from everything
so still, I'm thankful that you are trying to make amends with me
just please, this time po. make it right
please, this time be the father I will not be ashamed to have. yun lang naman po ang gusto ko
kahit masakit pa rin na may iba kang pamilya, pero masaya naman na kami ni mama so hindi ko na kailangan mainggit pa

pwede niyo po ba yun ma promise?
yung magiging isa kang ama na hindi ko na kailanman balak itago pa o ikasuklam pa
na kahit ang bigat nung nangyari noon alam ko naman kung pano mo sonusubukang bumawi sakin
please po, kahit iyon na lang

maxine, there's no day in my life that I miss carrying you at my back when you are kid
there's no night that I miss reading you your favorites sleeping book that I can watch you close your eyes and arrange the blanket for you
to have you as my child is the best gift I ever have when I met your mom, you've became the daughter I'll always wish to hold for the first time in my life as a father
and yes, I promise that from now on I'll be the dad you are proud of

thank you, that's all I want to know from you

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🔒 max #happiera @maximumdamage
little by little let's try to be a new version of what we became before. please, no more breaking of promises because I might lost it again
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