A Gift From Eywa ( slow updates )

Just Maybe

Na'vi
Adina's thoughts
Talking

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⚠️ Adina POV

It feels like everything is twisted, like out there is real and in here is the dream

I don't want to keep doing this, I feel out of place

I don't want to wake up from being an avatar, I want to be a real Na'vi

I don't know if I can keep doing this
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~ON VIDEO LOG 12~

*talking to camera*

"It's unbelievable that it's been 3 months already,
I can barely remember my life on earth.

I don't think I can keep switching from 2 different lives, I feel out of place when I'm like this, human

It's getting exhausting, I've been getting so many headaches because I'm torn. Jake and my friends are here but I feel like I'm actually living when I'm Na'vi, like I can finally breath and be free

Ive been thinking, about... becoming a Na'vi permanently. I haven't talked to anyone yet about it but I know that it's what I want.

I want to be a true Na'vi.

*sigh*

Signing off"
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Tsu'tey and I are out hunting, he's gotten better about his comments. I think he's coming around a tiny bit. Maybe.

I keep feeling him looking at me

Cause he thinks we are hot
Shhh. No he doesn't
You never know
Why am I talking with myself
I don't know you tell me.

Focus on tracking Adina

"There he is. There's the yerik"

I pull my bow back, focus and... I got him

"Thank you for your sacrifice, your soul goes with Eywa but your body becomes one with the people"

I say that before I kill him, it is a Na'vi tradition to do before taking an animals life.
I feel Tsu'tey looking at me again and I can feel my blush so I look the other way

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As we are carrying him back I asked Tsu'tey something and I didn't expect his reaction

"Tsu'tey."

"Yes"

"I have been thinking about something I really would like to do and I would like your opinion"

He looks at me

"What is it?"

"We'll"
Common Adina you can do this
"I...want to be a true Na'vi. I don't feel like myself when I'm human, I feel out of place. I know you don't like me or Jake because we are sky peopl, demons"
*Adina's ears go back as she said demons*

"I didn't want to tell anyone because I didn't know how they would react. Especially Jake. But I knew that you would tell the truth of what you think. So what. Do you think"

<AUTHOR NOTE THAT PERIOD AFTER 'WHAT' IS MENT TO BE THERE AS A SLIGHT PAUSE>

Tsu'tey stops walking and looks straight then at me

"I Think that...you would make a good Na'vi I have taught you and seen what you are like and you seem to actually appreciate the Omaticaya, Eywa, the earth...So, I think you will make a fine Na'vi"

He turns straight and continues to walk

Oh my gosh did he just say "will make"
Ahhhhhh!!
Ok, ok com calm down, be cool

I catch up to Tsu'tey because I stood there in shock.
We continue to walk to Home Tree and then drop the kill to the food maker people so they can prepare it.

I then go up to my ikran that I decided to name Tanhí

Once I get to where the ikrans are I make my sound to call Tanhí, which is a bird like whistle

Once she gets here I give her a treat for coming to my call and I check her harness to make sure it's snug but not too tight.

I get on and then we're off

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Word count: 640

I'm just gonna leave this right here for you

Bye for now see you soon my little stars ✨