Loving You With Pain

-1 Week before enrollment-

-Chaeyoung-

1 weeek -sigaw ko- I was nervous and said to myself,

I didn't realize the day that my sister and I were about to enroll,

how can I breathe with so many people what if I can't handle it,

palakad lakad lang ako sa garden namin at nag iisip ng pwedeng gawin,

I remembered what Ate Nayeon told me, She miss chacha so much so kailangan ko talaga maging matatag at maging malakas..

Bigla akong natigilan ng may mag doorbell...

Ate Nayeon and Ate Jihyo had just left, I was afraid when I walked into the house and peeked through the window to see who was there.

Napangiti ako dahil sa nakita ko it's ate jennie... pero sino kaya yung kasama nya i was so nervous kase first time ko syang nakita na kasama nya yun....

Pinindot ko na lang yung lock ayoko kaseng lumapit may kasama kase syang iba...

Pag pasok nila...

-Jennie-

Chacha? I know na nadito ka so please come here -I shouted-

no one answered..

Don't worry Cha She's my sister.... we came here because your Ate Nayeon told me that you are sulking because I didn't tell you that I have a sister... -i shouted again-

No one answered again...

Okay fine akyat na lang ako...

Sis.. dito ka muna...

-Knock knock-

Binuksan nya yung pinto at niyakap ako...

Aww so sweet naman ng baby namin... -smile-

Im not baby anymore ate jennie..

Kung hindi ka na bata why are you sulking at me? -teasing-

Me no ate inaasar lang ako non kilala mo naman si ate diba... -lying-

Okay fine.. -smile widely-

Tara sa baba ipapakilala kita sa kapatid ko kakarating lang nya galing Japan dumiretso na kami dito para ipakilala sayo don't worry mabait yon mag kakasundo din kayo...

Pero Ate...

Wala ng pero pero it's ate jennie's sister kaya wala ka dapat ipag alala -smile-

Ok Ate...

-Chaeng-

Lumabas kami ng kwarto ko, kalalabas lang kinakabahan at nangingid na agad ako pero dahil kapatid naman sya ni ate jennie nilakasan ko loob ko practice na din siguro tohh para maging okay ako...

Pababa na kami ng hagdan nakikita ko na sya agad naman akong lumapit kay ate jennie nasa likod lang nya ako hanggang sa makababa kami kinakabahan kase talaga ako...

It's okay cha -ate jennie said- hinawakan nya kamay ko para kumalma ako...

At naging okay nga ako pero hindi 100% ...

Chaeng si mina half sister ko... and mina si chaeng kapatid ni ate nayeon mo...

Hi chaeng nice to meet you -mina said-

Hi mina nice to meet you too -nauutal kong sabi sa kanya-

Don't be afraid, I'm kind like my sister, so you don't have to worry about me...