Loving You With Pain

-Father and Daughter-

-mina-

Tomorrow morning, medyo masakit ang ulo ko sa nangyare Hindi ko pa rin maisip kung bakit ganito Ang naging sitwasyon ko kung kelan napapalalit na Ako Kay chaeng tsaka pa nag ka problema ng Malaki ..

I went down to living room and here we're now in the house we moved to, it's not that far from ate nayeon's house so I know we see each other here in subdivision.

I haven't seen momo and sana come out their room, maybe they were tired from moving last night, I'm thankful because I still have someone who I run from  these problems, but they don't know that's my daddy is alive, I still don't have plan to say anything until I talk to him..

I'm just sitting in the living room thinking about what to do today, I don't feel like doing anything this time, there's no school for 2 weeks, so I feel this is for the right time to face my dad, I want to know everything, I want him to explain everything, it's been 5 years, so I really need to talk to him about what happened before..

I was so deep in thought that I didn't realize that momo was in front of me, I was a little surprised when she suddenly spoke..

Is there a problem? I've been here for a while  but you only noticed me now. You're thinking too deep, it's too early to break down, she said jokingly...

It's nothing. I just woke up so my mind is still floating. I'm going to take a shower because bambam and i have a date today. Please just tell couz that I might be late at home later..

Ok just take care of yourself text me if nakarating na kayo sa pupuntahan nyo..

Ok.

I left and went up again and texted bam to pick me up because we're leaving, yes, I just told him about this a now because I made a decision but I'll just make it clear that this is not a real date,  I'm going to my dad to talk to him in person to get lost that's all I can think of ...

Para na kaseng sasabog ang utak ko sa daming iniisip kaya mas mabuti ng mawala agad ito ng mas maaga para hindi na din ako maapektuhan ng sobra

I was to about to take a shower when the phone suddenly rang, a message from chaeng.. she was asking me if I was ok and if I had eaten.. but I didn't answer her..

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Naka ayos na ako nakita ko nmn si momo at bam na nag kukwentuhan sa baba kaya agad na akong nag salita para maka alis na din kami.. babe we have to go it's too late na din kase e.. malambing kong sabi diko pa Kase sinasabi Kay momo at sana na nag papanggap lang kami masyadong maingay Ang dalawang yan kaya quite muna...

Ok babe, bam said..

Nauna na akong lumabas habang nag paalam pa si bam kay momo  sumakay ako ng kotse nya at hinintay na lang sya sa loob...

Agad din nmn syang pumasok nag wave lang Ako Kay momo na naka silip samin..

Ano sis hanggang kailan tong kadugyutan na to Hindi Ako makapang lalake dahil sayo .. -malamya nyang sabi-

Tigilan mo nga ako sis  tsaka ka na mambiktima kapag nasakin na si chaeng - mataray kong sabi-

Btw were going ba Kase kanina pa ako nag mamaneho pero wala kang say dyan kung saan..

Sa city jail sis...

Wait what?  naisip mo ng I surrender ang sarili mo? -he said jokingly-

No you're the one that I surrender ng matahimik ka dyan...

Ok seriously doon talaga tayo pupunta? He asked again..