Till Death

Chapter 16

Gemini pov

"Gemini" I heard my mom's voice but I ignored it like I always have "baby you can't be doing this you need to eat" she knocks making me pull my cover over my head when I make no move to reply I hear her sigh "your lunch's on the dinning and I'm not throwing this again"

Heart break are the worst my heart hurts it hurt so bad it felt like my entire being shattered people says your first few days of a break up were the easiest the reality of the situation doesn't hit you right away he said he wanted a break but it feels like break up to me it's been a week and it's getting hard to breathe I've been dreaming about him coming but always wake up feeling disappointed and crying all over again my eyes turns glossy as I stare at his picture sniffing a little I miss him God I miss him so much everyday I hope he text or call me to fix this distance between us

I will just tell him everything about his dad I don't care anymore If it means just seeing him. His dad wasn't the best of men he was a serial killer he killed a lot of people both young and old, guilty or innocent he believes in taking matters into your hands he tried killing my dad several times when he couldn't get my dad I was the next option .Imagine waking up in complete darkness trapped down to a chair I couldn't tell the difference between when my eyes was opened or closed if the room was big or small if there was anyone with me if there was a window or not It was scary

Telling Fourth about his dad will literally break him the way he talks about his father it's like a worshipper taking about their God he will be so disappointed, knowing fourth if he knows what his dad did to me he would leave me feeling all guilty and ashamed that's why I kept it secret not able to cope and survive with him leaving me but here I was still away from him verging on three days without food with a broken heart nor having contact with anyone knowing the last time I took a bath was the day we took a break

My phone rings making my heart beat increase looking at it I saw it's mark who wants to FaceTime feeling disappointed I ignored it pulling the cover away from my head immediately whining as the bright light from the sun nearly blinded me my phone rings again I saw it was mark I pick it up sighing

"Christ!" Was the first the I heard as I look at him in disbelief he was holding his chest and everything"you scared me gem you look horrible" he stares at me in disgust

"I know mark" I groan

"Seriously when was the last time you bathe I could smell you from here" he says holding his nose I roll my eyes

"Sure"

"A bird could make a house with that hair,you literally look like a Halloween costume you have given me an idea just rem-"

"Mark what do you want?"I groan cutting him off

"I'm sorry?" He asks raising his brows oh here we go "I just remembered I had a friend who wouldn't pick my calls or answer any of my text and the one time he did I'm being asked what I want?" He says stressing the friend

"Mark y-"

"Just a 'hey am ok' would be enough"

"Well I'm not"

"You could have sent that too"

"Mark" I say in exhaustion I don't have the strength for this

"Fourth didn't ignore anyone" the mention of his name makes my chest tighten I take in a deep breath as my brain produce to reality that he wasn't affected by our break "oh shit...."

"How is he?" I whisper shakily

"Sad?....sad yes I haven't seen him smile since you left and he squeeze things whenever he hears your name"I don't know why I needed to hear that maybe hoping he at least misses me. I nod not saying anything "What even is the reason for this? You guys where literally playing handy under the table last time we were together" I felt blood rush though my face